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It Was Always You
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"Your eyes stole all my words away."

Kaylee POV'
Minutes Passed of crying and i stop already. No one hug me, no one kiss me, and no one comfort me.

I slowly stand up and face him. He was standing behind me and didn't do anything wrong. My heart was broken into pieces. I never expected him to be like this.

I can't even talk in front of him and i don't know what to do.

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean this to happen." My voice was trembling and even my hands.

"I've been jealous of him Kaylee." He said it again.

"And all i can do is watch that time. That time i can't have you and now that i have you I'm still jealous of him." He whisper.

"And instead of distancing yourself from him your being like that. I want to punch him many times but you stop me." He added.

"It's not what you think..." I said and look at him.

"He propose to you and everyone of his teammates know it too. And you even didn't tell me tapos sasabihin mo it's not what you think?" Lumalakas na ang boses niya.

"I'm telling you the truth..." I said again.

"Stop defending yourself when you're the one who's wrong." Diing sabi niya.

"Okay fine, I'm wrong so please stop blaming everything to me." I said and about to cry.

"I'm tired Kaylee." The words he said was left me speechless.

Is he really tired of me?

"Then leave." Walang emosyong sabi ko.

When he's about to turn his back to me i hold him.

"Please don't." I beg and tears kept falling.

"Don't leave..." I beg again and he's about to cry.

"I'm sorry but please stay... You said you love me so don't leave." I repeated many times and holding him tight.

"Y-you know i can't leave you alone." He's voice is trembling.

"But it just hurt me that you kept taking to he's side and you can't even do that to me." He explained.

"Because you already have me and he has nothing." I said.

"It has nothing to do with you Kaylee, you already made an answer right? You rejected him so you don't have to be sorry." He said as i realize he's right.

"I love you Kaylee... I'm afraid i might lose you, that's why I'm scared Kaylee.. So please understand why I'm being like this." He explain.

I was speechless because he's right, he's always the one who understands me and i can't even do that to him.

"I'm sorry..." I apologize and turn my back when I'm about to leave he talk.

"Leaving me here doesn't change anything Kaylee so let's fix this." He said.

"Nung mga araw na wala ka Jio was the one who's there for me. Jio was the one who's helping and taking care of me and my family... Can't i be sorry because after all what he did i rejected him?" I said crying.

"Why are you being like this? Do you love him?" He asked me as i face him.

"Love? Are you really serious?" Inis na sabi ko.

"You keep taking to his side and you can't even do that to me..." He said.

"Because you're not believing me!" Sigaw ko rito.

"Pinipilit mo na gusto ko siya Azriel." I said.

"Because that's what i see." Kalmadong sabi niya.

"That's what you think." Sagot ko dito at tumalikod.

"You don't trust me at all. I'm wrong here but at the same time you're wrong too." I added at dumiretso sa kwarto roon at nag lock.

Tumakbo ako sa kama at naupo, i hug myself and cry. I didn't stop sobbing and didn't care. All i want is to cry.

Almost half an hour akong ganoon hanggang sa kayanin kona. I heard my tummy rumble kaya tumayo na ako. I'm really hungry and i want to eat.

I slowly open the door at magmasid naman ako kung nandoon siya pero wala. Bumuntong hininga ako dahil mas okay na wala siya.

Then i heard someone move sa tabi ng pintuan na ikinagulat ko naman but i manage to see who it is.

"Are you trying to scare me?" I asked Ely who's sitting there at mukhang sabog na sabog naman.

"If you're tired theres another room there Azriel. Rest there." I said.

"Can we not fight anymore... Please?" He whisper as i sigh.

"You don't believe me kasi eh and you don't trust me at all..." I answered.

"No that's not it love." The way he call our endearment melts me.

"I don't think you understand how scared i am if i lose you." He added.

"Ang sakit mo kasi eh.." I said.

"I know i know, so can we make up and cuddle?" He asked innocently.

"Can you come here and hug me?" I ask and i hear him stand up. She stood up in front of me as i look at him, i immediately hug him and he did the same.

"I'm sorry love." He said as i nodded.

"Sorry rin po." I said and he kiss my forehead.

"But I'm hungry." I said to him.

"What do you want to eat?" He asked.

"Cornbeef." I answered and he nodded.

"Let's cook!" I happily said and he nodded.

We went straight to the kitchen and we cook. Azriel was smiling at me and we're really good now. We immediately finish cooking and we are already eating.

"Love ang rush mo kanina, akala ko bukas pa tayo magbabati." I said while eating.

"I can't wait Kaylee. I'll gonna leave later and i don't want you to overthink what happened to us." He answered.

"Leave? Oh right hindi pa 2 weeks." Ngusong sabi ko.

"Then why did you comeback already?" I asked.

"I can't update you because i have many things to do. That's why instead to call you in my free time, here i am." He said.

"Sorry for not updating you. I saw the conversation of you and Jio in my phone kaya ganon nalang din ang tampo ko." He added as i laugh.

"It's fine. We're already okay hehe." I said as he pinch my nose.

"But apologize to them okay?" I said.

"I will." He answered as i smile.

We ate and laugh sabay rin kaming naghugas ng plato and after that we go to bed already.

To added i already called Papa and Mama that I'm with Ely and I'll stay with him tonight.

Pumasok ako sa kwarto at nakita ko naman si Ely na may kausap, nakahawak siya ya ulo niya at sigurado naman akong may problema. Nakakunot din ang noo niya at konti nalang sisigaw ito.

Lumingon ito sa side ko at umayos naman ang mukha niya ng magtama ang tingin namin. I smiled at him and he sigh before turn of the phone.

"Rest love, rest..."

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