11.05.2022
I'm scared of you.
Yes I am, you're scaring the hell out of me. but I'm not afraid of you, I know you would never physically hurt me or something like that. I'm scared of your words, your reaction and your voice. I'm scared that I can't look in your eyes again, knowing that I have hurt you with what I wrote. I am scared of you raising your voice, even if it's just worried anger. you aren't the one doing everything
wrong. I am. and I know it and I am really, really sorry. but there are so many fucking things I hide and don't want to tell you. I want to tell you I'm feeling bad but I can't, I know you will say that I should be happy, because other people's life is way worse. I know you will get angry and raise your voice again. I'm so fucking scared. I'm sorry
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
