15.06.2022
how can I tell you you're like him?
(about another person, but "he/him" is the first person)
how can I tell you, that you're just like HIM? how can I tell you, that you're turning into HIM? how can I tell you that you just do the same things? how can I tell you that you're making me see HIM in your texts, in your words? how can I tell you that you hurt me that much? how can I tell you, that you're just scaring the fuck out of me, because you're just getting like HIM? how can I tell you, just after I told HIM and all these fucking things happened? how am I supposed to tell you when I know that I will hurt you so fucking much? how am I supposed to put my own feelings over yours? how can I tell you about the way you make me feel more and more every day? how can I tell you, that you're the person I'm scared of, the person I want to but do you want to talk to? how can I tell you that you're scaring, hurting me with the way you act, trying your "best" to help me, to make everything better? how do I te you're just doing the opposite? how?! tell me? how am I supposed to tell you the truth when you keep getting more and more the way HE is? how am I supposed to tell you everything when you're saying thing like this, when you just show me how much I hurt you by not answering or texting back and not just writing "ok." or something, but would you also be that way when you found out the truth behind? when you found out everything, what would you do?
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
