Kinda like an translation.
09.10.2022
Oh my love,
I miss you so damn much you know? I miss the time we spent together and the smiles when we texted. I miss talking to you all day long, I miss the hugs and the laughter, the pictures and the trust.
I hope you find your happiness because you deserve it. I just can't stand being ghosted by you, I hate when you leave me on read. Yes I do understand that you might need time for your mental health as you said, but I kinda can't believe you. It hurts so damn much and don't seem to care, you do not see what I'm facing at the moment, you don't see how often I tried to Hannah Baker myself, noone does and I don't even know if anyone would really care. I want you by my side but all you do is hurt me at the moment.
You made me feel you know?! You made really feel, I really love you. You made me smile when texting me. You made my days, you were the reason I didn't harm so bad! You're my happiness and so much pain at the same time. I don't Fucking understand you.
I'm sorry if I hurt you but I can't take it anymore.
I love you.
Mael.
YOU ARE READING
Help me
RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
