12.05.2022
you're still angry
and still you're angry. you say I should have just said a word, why the fuck don't you understand that it isn't that easy? I showed you but you still don't see it, you still don't understand it.. you just say "you're sorry" "I should have said something not like this" fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you.
I don't want you to touch me, I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear you fucking voice. I don't know if I can stand it. I don't think so. it's hurting so much, please leave me. please let me alone I don't want to have you around me right now, you don't understand.. really.. I don't want you to, hearing your voice scares me so hard.. I don't want to listen to your audios.. I.. I want to die.. fuck you. every single message is scary.. I don't want them to exist. please just leave me, just for a moment.. I'm so sorry I wish I never ever said a word.. please.. I'm sorry..
just for a moment I want the world to stop.. I want to die and hurt myself so motherfucking much.. I'm so sorry.
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
