14.05.2022
is there a future?
sometimes I don't think so..I can't see a future with you.. I don't know why but I can't. it's like- you know there's a today and a tomorrow, but nothing after that. you know it's like everything just disappears I can't see anything behind that wall.. I can't imagine anything..it's like.. just nothing if I'm trying to think about our future, it's like a black hole I guess.. and I don't think we're gonna last so long.. I mean maybe it's just an "highschool affair" or something.. this thought hurts but I think this is what it really is.. like.. I wish I could see one but I can't..
after school I'm going to leave I guess.. leave this town and move to another city.. far away.. that's what I really want but you seem to stay here I guess..
I don't want to lose you but eventhough we're what we are it's hard to not see you as a friend, I know we're more but you know? I don't think that we could manage a life together. I don't think that we could live together.. we're way to different and way to much the same for it I guess, it wouldn't work out for long..
you told me you loved me, you told me you wanted to marry me, you told me, you would help me, but can you tell me about the future?
YOU ARE READING
Help me
RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
