13/10/2022
What I want? What I want?!
Somebody who..
..notices.
..really cares about me.
..gets excited to talk to me.
..talks to me all day.
..(randomly) hugs me.
..wants to look for my arm and bandage it so knows it's okay.
..calls/facetimes with me, even if it's just without talking.
..wants to spend time with me.
..really listens to me.
..wants me around.
..holds me when I cry no matter what.
..communicates with me so we can work it out.
..helps me out.
..can make stupid jokes with me and laugh about inside jokes.
..calls me petnames and let's their self be called petnames.
..tells me if they're uncomfortable.
..dominates me.
Yes I want all that.
But in first place I just want somebody to care and to see the real me and still stay.
And I mean stay for long, not just acts like they'd care for a day and then leave me again.
I want somebody who builds up a stable relation-/friendship with me.
I want somebody to care enough about me to see when my emotions change over texting because I never use a point unless something is up.
I want somebody to hug me, without me asking.
I want somebody to listen.
But cares what I want?
I'll just keep on going and be that person for every person I can be it for.
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Help me
RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
