14.07.2022
They tell you, they will always be there for you but do you wanna know what they really do? They will leave you alone, alone in moments you need them the most you ever did. They might not tell you or show you openly but they won't be there for you, even if you're literally crying, begging for help because they just don't fucking care. They will tell you, you could talk to them and they'd listen but they won't. They won't talk about it with you, because they don't care, eventhough they fucking promised, that they would be there for you. They tell you, that you're not alone, that they will catch you if you fall, but that's just words, they won't. They expect you to listen To all their worries and thoughts but if they get to listening you once, they will hide, invisible.
That's what the most people are like, no matter if you think they don't. I mean, a person can love you, cuddle you and still leave you alone in different ways, you won't notice at first. But when it gets to the point where you're nearly exploding of thoughts and really need help for once and you realize that you can't tell anybody, then you can feel and see that you're left alone. But you also can't tell somebody because it would hurt them, because they would feel bad or guilty or even tell you, that you're wrong, that you could always talk to them, and that the reason you keep on being silent.
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
