20.06.2022
I'm feeling lost lately, lost in time, lost in space, lost in place, like I wouldn't belong here, like I was all alone, like I'm.. I'm useless as if noone would care. Maybe I'm right, you know? Maybe noone really cares, noone listens, noone would hug me, save me and help me, even though I might need someone to help me, maybe I need someone to stop me, to make me stay alive and maybe, maybe I just wish someone would hug me and help me, but I don't need help right? I'm fine right? And I don't want help. I'm fucking fine. I don't need help. I don't deserve help. I'm fine. Understand that? I am fine. I hate myself. Maybe, or am I making all this shit up for attention? Can you tell me if this is real or just in my mind? Can you tell me please?
I'm lost in time, can't tell you, what time it is, I can't tell you, whenever something is, I don't have a feeling of time lately, I want to leave, I really just want to leave. I want to die, I want to leave them all behind, I want to make that pain end, I want them to forget me, to be happier without me, I'm nothing but annoying and stupid, they're better of without me, why don't you get this? I want to leave it all behind, it's not worth I'm not good enough for all this, god damn I'm so sorry for everything, I'm sorry for being alive, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
