15.05.2022
it's all my fault
it's all my faul isn't it? if I didn't say anything we would be in this situation.. it wouldn't be that hard.. I'm asking myself if it's going to work out with us for longer.. look at us.. we're nothing right now, just two idiots..not a fucking team.. we're one and one, and that hurts but i know I hurt you, and you didn't make anything wrong, really, I promise. I can't look at you right know.. everytime I hear your voice, in my head I hear you yelling at me like you did. but it's still my fault, I wrote that text, I fucking showed you and that was a failure. I promise I won't do it again, I promise to not hurt you again, I promise to be a good partner who's always fine for you. I promise to stay, eventhough I don't want to right now. I promise to stay, eventhough I don't want you to stay with me. but I'll leave.. one day.. doesn't matter if it's through killing myself, an accident or just moving to another place.. i'm leaving. I don't know how it will go to end with you.. will we fight and break up? will we just stops talking? will we break up as friends? will we just.. keep on going? can I just leave one day? I don't know.. but I guess when I'm moving to another city.. right after finishing school we're not going to keep on being like a couple over the distance.. without sounding mean.. I can't see a future with you..
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RandomTW Das hier ist wahrscheinlich nichts für Menschen, denen es psychisch nicht gut geht, die mit Depression, Ängsten oder irgendwas in dieser Richtung zu tun haben! Großteils sind es Gedanken und Situation, Texte die aus dem Moment heraus entstehen...
