Strange, crazy and wonderful

Beautiful doom

Sometimes things are simply out of your control. You can't change them. You can't bend them to your will. It doesn't matter if you're already 45 minutes late, if your hair isn't brushed, and you haven't fixed breakfast, and you're hemorrhaging brain cells by the second while you sit here ... Dying ... Dying inside.

"What does this mean Meredith?" Blake asked as she stared at her wife. Who was laying on her side with her head propped up in her hand.

Meredith pursed her lips "It means you're right and I should .. try and move past you sleeping with Amelia."

Blake hummed "I suppose we both slept with a Shepard." She supplied but the look on Meredith's face was less than happy "Too soon?"

Meredith sighed "Yes, too soon. I would also like you to stop talking to her."

Blake balked "She's a friend Mer, most of texts are about surgeries and swapping techniques. It's educational and again she's a friend."

Meredith opened her hand "Then let me see?"

Blake blinked and took her phone from beneath her pillow and handed it to Meredith. Who sat fully up and started reading through the messages. Her face went through a few emotions before tossing the phone back "You flirt."

Blake sighed "I don't flirt. I compliment sincerely and honestly."

Blake checked the time "I have to get Zozo up for potty training." She reached over the bed and pulled Meredith closer "Tell me you love me?"

Meredith looked at the pleading baby blues , she cupped Blake's cheek "I love you even if I don't like you very much right now."

Blake smiled slightly "I can work with that." She pecked Meredith lips once , twice .. before capturing them into a fuller kiss, she expected Meredith to stop and pull back but Meredith thread her fingers through Blake's hair before pulling away.

"You're buying a new bed." She said and pushed Blake off "Now go potty train our daughter."

Blake licked her lips "Yeah."

••••••

"Come on baby, just relax, yeah .. you've got it .. and.." she heard the little trickling sound "Good job honey you took a piss."

"Piss!" Zola repeated.

Blake blinked "Oh no , no, no you can't say that.. you have uh say potty.." she nodded rapidly "you have to say potty..Zola.. say potty for mama?"

"Piss!! Piss!!" Zola said and Blake couldn't help laughing

"Oh god your mommy is going to kill me baby, just —"she laughed "just say potty."

Zola tilted her head "pot?"

"PO-TTY" she enunciated

Zola blinked "Potty.."

Blake breathed a silent sigh of relief "You've got it kiddo, now every time you need to pee, you just say potty okay?"

"Potty!" She chirped happily

Blake laughed and cleaned her daughter up "Yeah, yeah honey potty. Now let's go get you to daycare Mm?"

•••••••

Meredith found Blake in her OR finishing up on craniotomy.

"Baby?" She called surprising Blake who looked up.

"if this about Zola saying piss instead of potty, I swear to god that it just slipped out? I'm British and these things happen. I say wanker, tosser and all sorts of things." She explained while closing the patient up.