Strange, crazy and wonderful

I want you with me

The waiting can kill you. You make a decision, and then the world has to turn.

Blake was still operating on Connor as fast as she could, she kept her breathing even she needed to save this guy, he had such a bright future.

The consequences unfold... out of your hands. There's only one thing that seems clear... in those quiet moments while you wait. Whatever you chose was wrong.

•••••

Merediths room

"You think he put you in his will?" Cristina asked

Meredith licked her lips "I don't know, I mean ..I don't know."

"Next of kin maybe? Maybe you get his house." Cristina said cooly.

Meredith looked at her best friend "I have a house, a gorgeous European style home that cost a few million." She said dryly

Cristina snickered "Mm well you can give the house to me, I need a house."

Meredith rubbed her forehead "His not my father , I mean I look up to him, but he should have told me and not just stuck me with end of life care , doesn't ask, doesn't give me an out, that's real love.." she murmured

Alex chuckled "Maybe he is your father. Banged your mom enough. Did they know each other before you were born"

Meredith deadpanned "they met when I was three."

Alex snorted "mmm-'Mm that's what they told you, I'm pretty sure they were getting it on, you look a bit like Webber around the eyes." He joked , he was paged and ran out of the room.

Meredith shook her head "Why do we keep him around?" Her phone rang and she tried reaching for it but she winced "Ow!"

Cristina took the phone "Let me." She said and answered the phone "This is yang" she paused and listened "Mm and what about uh Connor?"

••••••

Blake's OR

"Someone get me Hunt.." When one the nurses ran out to get hunt Blake started compressions.

"Okay.. come on mate, don't you dare give up on me." She muttered and started compressions.

••••••

Baileys OR

"What the hell are you doing, He can't handle this stress until his cardiac status is stabilized! Get him off that table!" Catherine yelled through the speaker of the OR

"Lap pad please." Bailey said cooly

Owen looked up "Dr. Avery, I'm gonna have to ask you to keep it down while we're doing our work." As he spoke Richard started getting unstable, his pressure dropped ,and he was maxed out on dopamine.

"Close the patient!" Catherine said through the speakers

One of the nurses came into the room "Dr Hunt, Dr Carmichael is asking for you in OR 1."

Hunt looked at Bailey "Can you uh?"

Bailey nodded "I'm closing."

•••••••

Owen reached Blake's OR only to see Blake standing with her hands on her hips, looking up to the ceiling.

"Carmichael?" Owen asked carefully but Blake's eyes met his, they were teary.