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An Ode To My Lost Love - ORIGINAL POEM

I wish you were here,
I wish it all had worked out well,
Only left with regret,
Only left with things I can never tell,
Ten years to the day,
Many days of missing you passed,
Ten years of contemplating,
How I could've made it all last,
It used to mean everything,
It used to be all I'd ever want,
Wishing you'd open your heart,
Only to fall face-first, followed by taunts,
Ten years, I wondered where time went,
It felt like only the day before,
Ten years, I wondered where you went,
While I escaped into writing and lore,
I think if I looked hard enough, I'd find you,
I think if I tried, there you would be,
You'd be in my writing somewhere,
The villian I knew, for all to see,
Ten years, I feel like a different me,
I've grown and seen so much without you,
Ten years, if we ever meet again,
I'd no longer be followed by anger and regret too,
I used to wish for something more,
I used to wish for love in its purest form,
Now, I see I'm better off without all I had,
Now, by your absence, in two, I no longer feel torn.