idk bro gimme a break

ITWT - rejected ending, spoiler, dialogues only (might use some stuff here)

"Why? How different am i from the person you love?"

"You know, it never ceases to amaze me how much you will go through to bring back the Jay you once loved. He's gone. I'm the only Jay you can get. So fuck kindness, fuck all of these good beliefs. You kept saying how Jay in the past was better, I can't be like him-the greatness you told me? Those aren't me. You liked the nicer version of me but not this kind of me? Is that even love?"

"Jake, you are blinded by your own shit. It doesn't matter if it's me, Siwon or anyone. You liked us not as a whole, your attracted to the half of us. So don't say you love me, because you don't."

"I'm not as benevolent as God, Jake. Everyone has a bad side. Whining like a little kid for how many lifetimes to bring 'me' back?"

"You are being a selfish prick"

"I never once hated you, Jay"

"I know how much contempt you hold against me. I might be an idiot for pursuing you even though we are meant to kill each other but here i am. I l didn't love you for simply being nice"

"I loved you since the beginning Jay, I went to several timelines when you died and searched for that kind of you because it's the only version of you who could love me back."

"It's true I am selfish, but that's how much I love you"

"I will go through any lengths, Jay. I don't care if I destroy anyone, I can't take back what I did"

"If i have to kill you to get what i want, then so be it. It's not first time i did it anyways"

"How could you say you love me?"

"Because i do, ill say it a million times, what is there to not love, Jay? You are beautiful and i want you to see that yourself"

"You sicken me"

"It's fine, this you will be gone by the time you die" Jay surpresses a dry laugh at his sentence "How could you be so sure?" He was gasping for air, barely breathing yet he still had time to spout words to mock Jake.

"Jake, I already died, remember? This isn't the first time I'll die, what if I'm still the Jay you'll meet when it resets?" Jake didn't feel shaken by his words.

"It means you played yourself"

Jake stops his tracks

"We'll see" Words engraved in Jay's mind, words he'll forever remember as he close his eyes.

Jay woke up.

It passed by like a nightmare. Jay felt thankful he opened his eyes again.

"Master?"

The same shit all over again.

Should Jay reveal he is back? No, not yet, not now.