COZ I NEED SOMEONE TO PULL ME OUT OF THIS SHIP. i need heLp, SUNGWON. COZ IM A SUCKER FOR SUNGHOON'S PRETTY EYES AND AHHHHHHHH, help dont read it's nsfw
BLAME THE VIDEO WHERE SUNGWON LITERALLY FLIRTS INFRONT OF THE CAMERA. BYE.
-update: suffer with me, i kept cringing while writing this. I did my fucking research for this, now as an asexual im mortified. Anyways. Let's try. Regret always comes last- How did they make this shit poetic? Idk, i cant make that shit poetic. i salute people who can make this shit poetic, f yall u got the skill i want.
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Maybe it's just his overthinking ass that got him into this position.
Yeah
Watching the video over and over again. The way Jungwon leaned towards Sunghoon's ear as if it's nothing. The seductive flick when he touched his arms, his breath still lingering on his neck. It's hot. Sunghoon couldn't distinguish the fire inside him. It's slowly consuming him, making his toes curl. He could feel everything traveling through his veins, it's making him breathless and restless-
Fuck.
Laying flat on his bed, Sunghoon slowly looked at his bottom half. He immediately stared elsewhere, feeling embarrassed for thinking this way.
With his hand covering his eyes, he combed his hair backwards then stood up from his spot.
Shower.
That's what he needs.
Now inside the running water, with his throbbing dick. Sunghoon can't help but feel shame take over his body. To think he would be like this just because Yang Jungwon, his leader, his friend, fucking whispered to him?
He's nuts.
But he still masterbated thinking about him. How good he would look if he's right here, on his knees, his lips filled with nothing but Sunghoon's cock. His big doe eyes looking up while on verge of crying due to Sunghoon shoving it in all the way to the roof of his mouth. Him, painted in white, obscene, and sinful far from the image he had.
Sunghoon felt like he lost an important part of himself.
Just how is he gonna face Jungwon after this?
God, he must be the most awful person alive.
And yes, he concluded it as a fact when the door unlocked and revealed Yang Jungwon. Yawning and confused, he stood in the doorway, staring at Sunghoon.
"What are you doing there, hyung?"
Sunghoon gulped down and bit his lower lip, caught red-handed. He was tongue-tied, who wouldn't be? But he snaps out of it and immediately gives a response
"You.. know, private stuff" he was awkward, but that's the only way he thought to pull this off.
"Oh... lock the door next time"
When the door was shut, Sunghoon never felt so relieved and guilty all together at the same time.
He's the worst.
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They were practicing the dance for their upcoming comeback. From an hour to hours. Sunghoon was the only one left. He couldn't get it right. He feels stupid but he kept trying again and again, until the dancer he was partnered with went home.
Sunghoon laid in the practice room, staring at the ceiling. He was spacing out, tired and probably sexually frustrated. He knows he needs to get his head out of the gutter but how could he possibly do that, honestly? It's hard. Especially when he just saw Yang Jungwon drenched in sweat and dancing sensually with a dancer.
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idk bro gimme a break
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