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CI: Upholding ones dignity

A/N: I did 2.3, Alfafa fam played more role, now my shit should be scrapped, I should find a way to integrate it anyways.

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The cosmos align in such a beautiful pattern. In the sea of darkness, comes light, but also destruction.

A seed that's waiting to sprout, a disease that will spread without notice- until everything crumbles down.

Life is such a fragile but amazing phenomenon. Getting philosophical is something Sunday barely does. But, as he saw the children walking past the Clockie statue with their smiles. The serenity of the place, this sanctuary called Penacony- a wonderland where you don't need to think about anything else but your happiness.

To encapsulate it.. to keep the order of life in its most prime, to keep on leading people towards their safety- Why must the Aeon who vows to preserve, hurdles Sunday's own ideals? Why should the IPC get Penacony and extract its life? What are they preserving except themselves? It is selfish.. it is something Sunday can't fathom. If an entity such as Qlipoth doesn't care for their people, then why should Sunday entertain the IPC? Why must he play along?

Greater good?

If there's a weighing scale in their schemes and plans- Qlipoth's ten goons surpassed Sunday and the Family's in terms of the heaviness and effects of their plans.

He hated it.

To be placed in such position- it is frustrating.

Everyone yearns a beautiful dream yet.. when Sunday offered it to them, why did they turn it away? The people he wanted to embrace in his arms just.. couldn't understand how Sunday is doing this for their own good- Why.. Why?

Why would they follow the individuals who might lead them to the inevitable?

He respects their decisions regardless, but, he still can't help but question the Astral express, the citizens of Penacony choice to block Sunday's path to Order.

Why can't the IPC and him co-exist? For what reason should they pull out the fangs he had built for years? So many questions, less answers.

But, it was unavoidable, Mr. Gopher Wood had told this beforehand. Despite it, Sunday was determined to prove himself.

He does not hate what he turned into, even if it set him up for failure.

An opportunity to change it all, that's what he needed, and Gopher Wood provided him with that.

He understood Sunday unlike any other. His woes, his compassion, his goal, and his resolution. Gopher Wood gave him light through the darkness. He guided Sunday in the correct path to salvation.

He is forever thankful for his guidance.

However, the same cannot be said with the results. He failed Gopher Wood, Robin, and Penacony.

If only he succeeded.. If only he was stronger.. If only the trailblazers understood him and let him be the one who will guide them to their peace.

But no one else understood him. No one will, except for Mr. Gopher Wood.

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Sunday examined Itto.

From his carefree way of speaking, down to his actions. Sunday can safely conclude that Itto is an idiot.

The infuriating type.

However, there is a tinge of cold crawling in his skin, the feeling of making another mistake.

Sunday retracts his conclusion.

Do not judge the book by its cover.

Sunday should know better, he worn a facade not only in this life but also his original one. Penacony was filled with scheming individuals. Sunday should know better when it comes to lying.