Asahi's gtbmc Bad ending GEEZ

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by zhisyo

by zhisyo

"Jaehyuk-ah, I'm sorry"

Silence

"I apologize for everything I've done" "I've never apologized to you until now, I just thought this is the perfect time to do it" "I'm sorry for suddenly bring you here, I'm sorry for doing this to you, I'm sorry for making you wait"

"I apologize for every single thing I've done" It's almost comical how he said all of it with a straight face "I don't wanna come off as insincere, all of these came from here" pointing his finger towards his heart "I know, I haven't been the best partner, I don't think I'll ever be" A dead tone, Asahi ended his paragraph. As Jaehyuk heard the last words, time abruptly stopped for a second. Piling Asahi's words and deciphering them one by one, is Asahi gonna put an end to what they have? His words suggests he will.

For Jaehyuk, it doesn't make sense. These past few months had been amazing, Asahi and him clicked well, why is he suddenly-

"Asahi-yah, why are you doing this?"

"Jaehyuk-ah, love doesn't come easily. If it does, what kind of love do you think we have?"

"Why does it matter? if you love me and I love you, then what's wrong with that? Asahi-yah, I'm begging you, don't do this"

"I don't want to live in an illusion, Jaehyuk. I want something real"

"Am I not real enough for you? Yah, Asahi, look at me" Placing pressure in Asahi's shoulder's, Jaehyuk forced him to stare at his eyes "Do you see me? I'm real, Asahi-yah, I'm real" his tone was pathetic, Jaehyuk knows he sounded desperate, not that Asahi is his lifeline. It's just that, It hurts. Seeing the man he loves reject him even though he feels the same? What kind of joke is this? "Asahi, let's forget everything about the world, let's just live as ourselves, Asahi- please? Don't do this" He was begging but Asahi showed no emotions.

"I want too, I thought it was possible. But, Jaehyuk-ah, a person like me can't do it." Jaehyuk's grip loosened, feeling at loss, he bit his lower lip to suppress the sniffles "I'm not good enough for you" His words were filled with bullshit, Jaehyuk had enough of it.

"Who do you think you are to say that?!" Jaehyuk bursted " Who are you to decide whether your good enough for me or not?" he once again tightened grip on Asahi's shoulders "Yah, Hamada Asahi, do you think I'm a joke? Do you think I'm a fucking made up character you can experiment on? I'm a person, Asahi, I'm as real as you" He started to cry, he hung his head low and exhaled before facing Asahi again "I love you, Asahi" his uneven breath matched with his sniffles, Jaehyuk never sounded this lonely.

"You can't love me just because you do, why do you love me, Jaehyuk-ah?" His eyes challenged Jaehyuk. It felt ridiculous for Asahi to questioned his love, a dry laugh escaped inbetween his cries "Asahi, do you not trust me?"

"It's not that I don't, but what if this isn't real, Jaehyuk? No one in a story can notice their feelings are fabricated"

Jaehyuk gathered his tears and removed his hands off Asahi's shoulders, he waited till he relaxed himself. He opened his mouth to speak "When we first met, I thought you were weird. Acting so distant, cold and unfriendly, you were unlikable. It's not my first time to encounter someone like you, I didn't know what made you so different from the other people" He inhaled momentarily then continued "But i pushed through thinking you were Yoshi's brother, it made me feel obligated to make you my friend. But.. we met several times, I became curious about you. Before I knew it, I became close to you and eventually, i fell, it's a bit cliche isn't?"

"Your voice, your smile, your antics, your personality. You were incredibly rude but somehow I realized you were hiding behind that cold facade of yours, I didn't know why, I kept thinking about it for days"

"Then you dragged me to the rooftop, I was happy, relieved even that you weren't doing the things you did because I did something wrong. You were avoiding me for different reasons" "The word love nor like never popped out of my head first, I thought i pitied you but.. No, I was simply drawn to you. Because even though you were indifferent, I want to know you better"

I dont wanna continue it, it deeply hurts my heart BYE