Because Of Her.

57 | Mood Swings.

Hearing a news that is related to drug addiction is not something I wanted to hear the first thing in the morning especially when that person is dead and I happen to know a drug addict.

I didn't sleep very well last night thanks to worry about Liam and the ominous photo I received of the cat which I saw last night. It was horrifying and I nearly felt everything in my body shutting down seeing that photo but the dwelling on it last night didn't bring me to any conclusion as to who could send me something like that. I could consider it a prank if only someone was with me last night but I was alone.

Or so I thought.

That means the feeling I had about someone following me in the tunnel and even before that was right. There was someone who was running after me in the tunnel but that person didn't do anything except to send me that photo. Whoever it was, they just wanted me to get scared because if they wanted to hurt me —last night was the perfect opportunity but nothing happened. And coming to conclusion I can only assume it might me one of the sick people Liam is friends with.

Someone could be the one who is still messing with me even though Liam clearly said outside the cafe that night that no one will dare too— still this person is not backing down and I don't know whether I should believe Liam words of that night. What if he is involved with that too? What if he is instructing them to do it because he can't, considering I'll find out. So he is executing his sick plans through the help of his more sick friends. But what Liam can gain from this—what Liam friends can gain, if Liam doesn't have any hands of his in this?

Everything is so confusing and I thought about confronting to Liam, to show him the photo and ask about the truth. So I put the photo in between my notebook and leave my room.

"You're still watching it?" I whine when I see Amy glued to the couch and eyes trained on TV.

"This is pretty shocking. He was a very good singer. I mean not that famous but still—it's unbelievable how it happened with him." She repeats what she has been repeating since this morning.

She has a habit of watching TV in the morning whether she is watching or not— it doesn't matter but the sound of TV must be on and this morning she decided to see news and the first thing I heard is about some singer found in his bathtub dead due to overdose of drugs.

I wasn't as shocked because many singer died tragically in this way but I got scared pretty badly because for some reason—the thought of another person entered my mind. I shouldn't be thinking this negative but to hear news like that when things were bad yesterday, it does create a toll in head.

The more I hear about reporter discussing about his issues and the way body is found—I pick the remote and shut the TV. Amy complains but I tell her to get ready fast. I sit on the couch once she leaves and I breathe profusely to erase all the negativity and the image of Liam in any terrible way.

Once we are ready, we leave for college and Selena grabs me before I can go to class, to ask about my abrupt visit last night. I told her it was nothing and was curious and I think she bought it. She asked me if I was being sketchy last night due to something I managed to generate within Liam regarding our deal and afterwards I backed out in telling her.

To be honest Liam was the one who generated various things in me yesterday but she doesn't need to know that so I told her no. I couldn't believe how restless she looked after hearing my no. It wasn't even a full day as of yesterday since I agreed to help her and she is expecting result. Doesn't she know Liam and his non ability to share or show feelings?

I enter into chemistry lab which is happening after quite a long time. Professor Copper is already seated when I arrive and I'm surprised that he is earlier considering he always shows up after ten minutes giving students ample time to pile up in lab. I see Drake with Hailee who is constantly talking but judging by his face I can tell he gave up hearing her long time ago. The girl can really talk and is too cheery and optimistic for someone who just wake up and trying to pass classes for a day in college.