Because Of Her.

93 | Halloween Scream.

I woke up few hours ago and since then I'm feeling weird. I don't know how to explain the feeling. I didn't sleep till midnight and was continuously checking my phone in hope Liam will call and say to open the door. But nothing like that happened. He didn't come last night and I don't know when I slept off in waiting for him.

Today is Halloween and also his birthday. I was hoping to wake up next to him and be the first one to wish him. It sounded cliché and cheesy in my head when I was thinking about bringing in the breakfast for him in bed, giving him some sort of luxury because it's his day. I was repeating it all over my head and one time I thought to skip the plan but I didn't know that this is how I won't be able to do it.

Today is Saturday so obviously we do not have any college. Amy has her work which she will be free by six after that we will go out to the party Drake got us in finally. He gave us the good news last night and I'm literally so excited.

I already planned what I'm going to wear this year. I pre planned it on last Halloween; the excitement for this holiday is immense. My friends and I went out after college to get our own dresses. I only needed a skirt and the rest was with me.

I go out and prepare breakfast for us. I make avocado toast with eggs on side and brew coffee. Amy likes to get up late on weekends since she will be out for her job in noon and study late till night but today schedule is different. She woke up on time.

"You didn't shower?" She asks me and I place our plate on table.

"Not yet I'll clean the apartment first since we came from Florida not ones I dusted anything here."

"So that's how you're going to spend your afternoon?"

"It's not like I've a place to go. I'll clean and study then later we're gonna have happening spooky night." I say with excitement.

"It's hard to believe Drake let us in."

"Just appreciate the guy, he did it for us."

"I'm impressed."

"Oh yeah? By your face I'd a different idea." I roll my eyes.

We eat breakfast and she washes the dishes before leaving for her job. I get the vacuum out and grab the dust cloth before wiping the tables and drawers. The therapeutic session goes on for about an hour and I sit on the floor wiping the sweat of me.

I check the time and it's one. I contemplate on what to do as I check my phone. Should I call Liam and wish him? Or should I ask him to come over? I still have about five hours left alone before Amy comes. Liam and I can easily enjoy this time but...wait I did not buy anything for him.

Yesterday during shopping I was thinking about buying something for him but due to two reasons I couldn't purchase anything. First I was with my friends, they would've surely question me and second I didn't know what to gift him. I still don't know though.

I'm not sure what he likes as a gift. Usually people gift you things you like or don't have or in need off but in case of Liam I don't know anything. What he likes?

I think and nothing comes in my head.

What he doesn't have?

Colors. He doesn't have colors in his wardrobe. But again it's not something he needs. He doesn't like anything except black so I cannot give him any clothes. Besides buying clothes is not my forte.

I sigh and scroll through Pinterest. I barely type birthday gifts and it suggests — for boyfriend —for bestfriend—for husband. I don't know which category I should put Liam in.

But I search for boyfriend regardless. I will search in every category maybe I like something. As I scroll I come across various things and it's actually such a nice idea but all are DIY and requires photos. Something I don't have time for.