Because Of Her.

07 | Pinky Promise.

"You what?" I stand up from the couch and stare at her with wide eyes. Thoughts start to pour in my head even before hearing her fully. I am beyond confused.

"I saw you together when I came to your room. Remember your birthday? We drank a lot and I couldn't sleep properly. I vomited and had a pain in my head. I needed medicine but the medical box was missing from my room. I thought you must have it so I came to your room and saw him sleeping beside you. I was shocked, paralyzed actually. I wanted to wake you up and ask what the hell is going on, why he is in your bed but I—I was beyond astonished to even speak anything so I left you two alone." She replies and all I do is gawk at her face.

What the hell! She saw us that night? She saw us way before and yet she never asked me about it.

"How come you never asked me, confront me then?" I ask.

"I wanted to, but then suddenly things started to make sense about your sudden disappearance, about how you always used to not say any bad words to him. I realized there is something between you too and I did drop a hint that maybe you see that I know something about you two but you blandly ignored me." She replies.

"You knew about us all along and yet you acted hurt yesterday?" I couldn't help but shout. I don't know what is happening, how things were fine and now there is chaos again.

"Yes because I didn't know it was that serious and also I already told you the reason why I was hurt." She says defensively.

"Oh no...no you didn't tell me the reason. You made me assume that you are hurt because I lied to you about Liam and me but in reality you knew it. You fucking knew it and yet you didn't tell me. You have any idea how much I could have protected myself if you told me about it already." I yell.

"If you would tell me that you find out about us I could have saved myself with the pain I am bearing right now. You saw Liam with Selena, you saw him with me and yet nothing rings in your head to at least inform me that why—it could have stopped." I stammer. "I could have stopped this if only you told me about the damn truth. But no, you played as if you didn't know anything. I could have known about his intentions if you already told me. You are such a—"

I stop myself and put a hand over my mouth as my vision becomes blurry. 

"Stop talking nonsense Evanna and listen to me." She has the audacity to yell.

"No I will not listen to you and I am not talking nonsense here. It was you...it's your fault I am like this right now. If only you just inform me at least share the information I could have gotten out from his game sooner but no you acted innocent, so oblivious. How could you do this to me?" I scream but due to my weeping my voice waver. 

"Hey...hey Evanna." She says and tries to touch me but I push her hands away.

"No, don't touch me. You...you lied. You made me feel miserable that I didn't tell you about Liam and me but in reality you knew. How could you be so ignorant...you let things happen in front of your eyes and not once you thought to warn me. What kind of a best friend are you...I hate you." I shout.

Pain flashes in her eyes and suddenly I was being shaken so furiously that I get a whiplash.

"Just fucking wake up, open your eyes and see the hell you are saying. You are just trying to blame me because you can't accept that what happened is both you and Liam's fault. Yes, I lied but where I actually lied is when I say you are not in fault with what's happening to you. You are at fault because even after seeing, hell even becoming a victim of his game before, you let him play with you more, you are at fault because when your friends are trying to warn you. You didn't think once to at least consider our concern you blindly followed him. You are at fault because you let yourself weak in front of him when you are the strongest person I know." She yells on my face and breathes heavily.