Because Of Her.

99 | Because of Him.

DOUBLE UPDATE—1

Sorry for all the wait I put you through. I know it's been two months, and I'm sorry for being AWOL. I wish I could've shared what went down in these past months, but I'm not comfortable enough to share it here. I can only say that it was tough on my mental health, and although I did write some of the parts yet I wasn't confident or satisfied enough to share, which is why I took so much time to rewrite again and again.

As a token of appreciation, I am sharing both chapters here. The final one too. Hope you love it. Again, thank you so much for your understanding and patience. 

L I A M

I know I shouldn't feel so frustrated but every time I try to get near Rose and even accidentally let her see my face, she completely loses it. Last night I heard commotion from her bedroom, and I rushed inside without thinking over, she dropped her medicine case on ground. I tried to pick it up and barely said her name when she lost it.

She almost snatched the lamp plug out of the socket from nightstand to throw it at me and screamed until her parents calm her down. It's not once but many times where I tried to talk to her for her welfare where she lashed out in fear and anger. She kept on repeating the same words.

It's not Liam. He is here. He is not Liam. He is here to hurt me.

I am really at loss of ideas where I can make her see I am Liam. I don't know why she thinks that way. She is capable of recognizing Dylan, even now she is getting accustomed to Drake and even let Daniel greet her hello. She doesn't get alert when police men came in for her statement. She is getting okay with men around her then why she is not accepting me?

Did she really not want me anymore? Did she still blame me for what happened with her? Or is there something that I'm missing?

I ran every possible scenario in my head but none of it gives me the answer towards the hostility of Rose at me. If she blames me, she would've said something along the line of it but every time her words remain the same—He is not Liam. Please don't hurt me.

I sigh and get out from my car heading to college. Today is my exam too and I'd to be here. Last night I got the call from Aaron and for fucking fifteen minutes he ripe my ears by cursing at me non-stop for flicking college.

Speaking of devil my phone rings once I see him calling me. I thought to send it to voicemail but then thinking it could be related to Rose case, I pick the call.

"Where's your ass?" He asks sparing any greetings.

"I am heading to college. Don't worry."

"You better. I will kick your goddamn ass if I get to find out you're skipping classes. Well skipping them is one thing but fucking exams. What were you thinking? That your extending life is just for college and will pass next year?"

"I am not skipping. I just had to be there for her."

"I know you fucking care about this girl. I know she is the one who brought some significant changes in you but don't give up your future. Keep them parallel. Finish the degree nicely without any bumps. Because one bump and you're out of this program." He says and I scoff.

"Did I hear you scoffing at me?" He asks and I roll my eyes.

"I had something in my mouth. I was coughing." I murmur.

"Well one more thing that fucking low life of a man is also there. I heard today is his exam too—now I don't know where he is going to be but if you happen to pass him, don't fucking do anything. Keep your temper in check. He may try to provoke you but under no fucking circumstances you lose your calm. Got it?" He says and I sigh.