Tom Holland/Peter Parker Imagines

Peter Parker- Before everything

Y/N
Watching Peter cry was like watching a dog die in a movie. I absolutely hated it. I just wanted to end Peter's sadness, but considering how sensitive Peter is, that wouldn't help.

"And the worst thing is, she dumped me over text. Sorry Peter. I can't be your girlfriend anymore. How mean is that?" Peter showed his phone to Ned, and then to me.

"Not trying to make you more upset, but you're sounding like a 15 year old girl who was dumped by her way older boyfriend." Ned laughed, nudging Peter.

"Am not! I'm just rightfully sad by the fact that my girlfriend of 2 years just dumped me!" Peter whined.

"We understand Peter. Ned just hasn't ever been in love, so he doesn't know what it feels like to lose someone you love." I smiled, hugging him.

"And you do?" Peter laughed. It was the first time he had smiled or even laughed in 24 hours.

"Y- Yes. I do." I nodded.

"Since when did you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? We didn't hear anything." Ned laughed.

"I don't." I was stunned. I had no idea why they were now picking on me.

"At least I had MJ and she treated me like I was somebody." Peter rolled his eyes.

"Just because I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, doesn't mean I don't know what it's like to lose someone I love, because I do." I hissed, rolling my eyes.

"Besides, she clearly didn't love you enough to continue being with you, so it begs the question; would she have loved you if you were nobody?" I watched as Ned slowly backed away from the conversation.

"Nobody loved me when I was nobody, Y/N!" Peter yelled.

"I did, Peter!" I yelled back, now starting to regret my words. I never meant for him to find out this way.

"Before you became Spider-Man. Before you had money. And before the fame! Before the lies." I started to cry, watching as Peter just looked at me with confusion and shock in his eyes.

"Y/N, I didn't know. If I had kn-" I didn't want to hear any of it.

"-Before everything. I have loved you since we were in middle school. I watched in the background as you had a crush on Liz, and then MJ. I loved you before you became Spider-Man. I loved you because you were nerdy and you weren't afraid to be nerdy. You being Spider-Man only made me love you more." I tried to smile, but I didn't.

"And don't get me started on the "if I had known" bullshit. I knew from the moment that I fell in love with you...that you'd never love me back if you ever found out. I'm sorry that MJ dumped you, but from where I'm standing, it's great that she ended things, 'cause maybe we could be together, but then I realised that you being with me could never happen." I rolled my eyes, walking away from the horrible conversation.