Tom Holland/Peter Parker Imagines

Peter Parker- Never the same

PETER
Vulture warned me that I'd lose someone. He wasn't kidding. Within a span of an hour, he'd taken over Tony Stark's plane, he'd threatened to destroy Coney Island, and, he'd threatened to kill the two most important people in my life. My aunt, and my girlfriend. Y/N had discovered my secret by accident and promised not to tell anyone, especially not my aunt.

I held onto the plane that Toomes had taken over. I watched in horror as my aunt May dangled from the wing to the left and Y/N dangled from the wing to the right. I tried to find a way to get them both to safety. Using my powers to climb the side of the plane, I quickly grabbed onto May, trying to keep my identity hidden from my aunt.

"Get me down!" I heard Y/N screamed, hearing the dear and terror in her voice. Holding tight onto May, I climbed over to the other side of the plane, quickly grabbing onto Y/N before holding her.

Just as I dropped off the plane, Y/N and May in my arms, the plane went off course, plummeting down to the beaches nearby.

I swung May back to the apartment, avoiding any questions that she wanted to ask. I swung Y/N back to her apartment.

"Thanks Peter." She kissed me lightly before I swung back to action, hoping to prevent any deaths.

Getting back to the plane, it had now crashed against the beaches that it was headed for. I searched around the wreck site, hoping that no one was dead. As I reached the front wreck of the plane, I noticed a body, barely moving. I quickly removed my mask, trying to breathe as I got closer, noticing that it was Toomes.

I quickly used all my might to pick his body up, swinging towards the police station. I left him on the doorstep, knocking on the door before quickly putting on my mask.

Opening my eyes, I looked down at Y/N, her head on my chest.

"Peter, breathe. You're ok." She kissed me. I sat up, getting dressed. It was a Saturday afternoon, but I needed to get out of May's apartment. It had been a year since they were both captured by Vulture.

It seemed as if Y/N hadn't been affected. Apart from a few nightmares every once in a while, she went back to every day life, as if she wasn't ever kidnapped. I felt as if I was more affected by her kidnapping.

Every night, I have the same nightmare. May and Y/N are in trouble and I save them. I dream about that horrible event every night, unable to get rid of it.

"Peter, is everything ok?" She follows me, tying up her hair. She put on some clothes that had been tucked neatly inside one of his drawers.

"I can't do this anymore." I spoke, closing the front door, making my way out of the apartment complex.

Y/N
"I can't do this anymore." Peter's voice broke as he closed the front door, making his way out of the apartment complex. You had no idea where he was going, but you followed him.

"You can't do what anymore?" You asked, confused.

"I can't do this. I can't be in a relationship with you anymore." He spoke, breaking your heart. You had no idea where this was coming from.

"What? Where is this coming from Peter?" You asked, tears threatening to spill.

"You were kidnapped a year ago, remember? You were taken by a villain and I barely rescued you. Why are you acting as if it never happened?" Peter asked, taking you by surprise.

"I'm not acting like it never happened. I'm just living my life. I'm not letting that event take over my life. I'm not letting it control my emotions and my mental stability." You informed him.

"Clearly, that's not working for you since you still have nightmares and I still have to calm you down." You smiled, holding his hand. He quickly removed his hand from mine.

"Every day I worry that because of me, because I'm Spider-Man, you'll be taken again. I can't risk it. I love you Y/N, I really do, but to wake up and worry that someone knows you're in a relationship with Spider-Man, it hurts me. As much as I love you Y/N, I don't want to worry about you like I am. I want to know that you'll be safe when we go to college. I want to feel relief when I come over to your place and hear that you got promoted at your first job. I don't want to have to text to you make sure you're ok." Peter held you before letting go.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, but I'm ending it before I lose you. I'm breaking up with you." You could see the heartbreak in his eyes. You could see that breaking up with you was hurting him.

"Please, don't do this." You cried, feeling your world crashing down.

"We can still be friends, but anything more than that can't happen." He smiled weakly before hugging you. He let go after a few seconds, leaving you outside the apartment complex, watching as he walked off towards an unknown location.