Confused 💞

39.

"Teja listen."

"Teju I'm really sorry." Karan kept saying this to Teja who stood infront of him with her back facing him.

"Teja I didn't mean it." Karan said pleadingly.

"You did Karan, you did." Teja said and turned towards him. Her eyes were red and tears kept falling from her eyes.

She was broken and so did Karan after seeing her in that state.

"I'm sorry ."

"I'm sorry Karan, I am.

I'm sorry for what I did on the final night. I know that was wrong and I am really sorry for that.
I can't even imagine how disgusted you might have felt at that point.

I'm sorry, but I hope that I am saying this to the right person because the person I knew back then was not like you. He would have never said what you said today.

I was wrong, I was stupid I accept that but that doesn't give you any right to say whatever you want to.

I'm not a person who is behind money , and I can't believe that I have to say it to you but I am not a person who makes bond with people because they are are rich or famous. " Teja said sobbing.

"I know" Karan said and moved towards her.

"Not a step ahead Karan", she said and herself took a few steps back, "And you don't know anything."

"You don't know how I felt when you blocked me . You don't know how I felt all these days when I was waiting for you to unblock me. You don't know how I felt when I could not even find a genuine smile on your face when you saw me today. You don't know how I felt when you said those words to me. "

Teja sobbed, but then wipped her tears and said, "I don't know why but I really thought that you will be happy seeing me here after so many days. Stupid me.

This saree, yes it is uncomfortable but then I remembered a person saying that he thinks that it looks good on me so I wore it. Stupid Teja. IDIOT Teja."

She paused for a moment and then continued,

"Who are you to me, no one? Only if you knew how much you mean to me.
You affect me to a whole different level and I hate myself to let you do that.

I would have slapped the hell out of the person if it was not you who said those words to me, but the person being you I feel like slapping myself.

I don't hate you, I hate myself to let you come this close to me . I wish we would have never met , my life would have been so simple, just the way I wanted, but you came and now you are just not leaving.

You might not be around me physically but still you are always there, in my thoughts, and it is irritating. You are irritating.

I'm so angry right now that I should technically come and hit but then I just see tears in your eyes and I fell like giving you a tight hug. "

Karan instantly wipped off his tears.

"I feel so stupid right now." Teja chuckled sadly and turned to leave the place.

"Teja" he tried to stop.

"My head is hurting Karan, please let me be alone for a few minutes."

Karan didn't say a word further and Teja left.

Ruturaj and Sayli came a few seconds later, Sayli went behind Teja to look after her and Ruturaj stayed with Karan.

"What were you high on brother to say such things to her ."