OH, Black Cats

127. Tyler Galpin | HAPPIER

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xavier thorpe x fem!reader

femreader x tyler galpin

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Tyler's pov

it's been a month, a whole month and here i am in weathervane as i look out the window and i saw y/n with xavier. he held her closely as she smiled up at him and he leaned down to kiss her. she kissed him back and i sighed as i shook my head. she looks happier with him then she ever did with me.

now here i am, i watched her walk into weathervane and he said something that made her laugh . her smile was so wider, twice as wide as it usually was with me. she was happier with him

but he wouldn't hurt her the way i hurt her, he also wouldn't love her the way i do. i don't take this personally , maybe i should but i don't. she deserves to move onto someone new but god does she look happier then ever.

"tyler, come on you're staring" i heard and i turned to look at lucas who shook his head

"one day you'll feel that happy too" he said and he walked away. i smiled and nodded but i knew that i wouldn't. i would never feel that happy. i was happier with her.

i sat on the empty corner as i drank some of the wine i stole from my dads liquor cabinet and i looked around. i remembered everything with her, everything reminded me of her. i nursed the empty bottle and i told myself

"she's happier you idiot" i got up and shook my head. aren't you happier? no one like her like i hurt you. but no one loved her the way i did .

and god i was still in love with her but she was happier. others deserved her more then i did, xavier deserved her more then i did. i could never feel as happy as she did.

"tyler" she said and i looked at her

"hey" i told her and she smiled softly as you smiled back. i hadn't seen her smile at me in so long and it felt good in some sort of way.

"how are you?" she asked and you shrugged

"i've been better, how are you? " i admitted but god why did i say that , why did i admit that?

"i'm actually really good, i just wanted to check on you, i felt like we haven't talked in a while" she stated and you nodded

"yeah , i've seen you around with xavier. are you happy?" i asked and i wanted to smack myself. why would i ask that , of course she's happy.

"yeah yeah i am, just a little worried" she exclaimed and you nodded

"hey if he hurts you the way that i did or the way that lovers do. i'll be waiting her for you" i told her and then i sighed

"thank you tyler" she said and she rubbed my arm before she walked away.

she's happier you idiot, remember that.