128. Ajax Petropolus | ORANGE SHOW SPEEDWAY

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AJAXS POV

every year they had a festival in jericho and every year nevermore was forced to go. it was stupid and annoying but at least it was fun. the one thing that wasn't fun? every single guy at this festival has y/n y/l/n in their eyes. i don't think about it too much, but tonight it's annoying me more then it should

i don't hear her name but i'm speaking it and i don't know why this happened but it did. xavier is with me and i'm okay but the time i was here, i was only 15. my mind is racing and i feel so strange.

"y/n" i said and she turned to me with a bright smile on her face. the festival didn't look like this like a year ago, i fell in love with the girl at the festival and it never changed.

i stood in the middle of the crowd and i can see you. you're to my left and two minutes, we were laughing about pissing off my friends and yours.

"you know remember when we met right?" i asked and y/n turned to me with a smile on her face.

"i do, it feels like yesterday. can you believe we've been dating for almost a year now?" she asked and i shook my head with a small soft laugh.

"it all looks the same doesn't it?" i questioned as i held her hand and i looked around

"it always does" she told me as she smiled and i smiled back at her

"look fireworks" i said and we looked up at the sky together. ever since we were together,i write in my diary that no one knew about, top secret and i knew i would get bullied if anyone knew. it's just to update myself and everything

"yeah look at them" she said and i turned to her . i couldn't look at the fireworks as i saw her and who she was. she turned to me and she kissed me softly as i kissed her back. we smiled within the moment as the fireworks went off around us but it felt like it was just us in that moment and only us.

"AJAX" i heard and i sat up in my bed as i ran a hand over my face and looked at xavier in the eyes

"dude come on, get up, we have class" he said and he walked out as i flopped back down on the bed and looked at the ceiling

i fell in love at the festival but i had never been in my life. it felt like i was racing towards something that will kill me, that i know isn't real, it was everything i want back but it wasn't real.

it couldn't be real, it was like a speedway but it wasnt. it just wasn't real at all. 

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