Book 2 : BTS 👀, Skz🥰, Ateez✨

Hybrid 13.6: Time

I didn't know what got to me but I pushed him on the ground, straddled him and began hitting his chest.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW?! All I remember is red, my mom telling to run, the bad men smirking saying they hit the jackpot when they saw me. My father getting shot trying to protect me. I wanted to die. Do you hear me? I MADE MY WHOLE FAMILY A MESS, I killed my own parents." I hit his chest relentlessly but he didn't fight back 

"THEY DIED IN FRONT OF US. Because I was a white fawn. If I didn't... I... I..." I felt tears blurring my vision as I began to feel exhausted "I can't forgive myself. He just shot him. He just...just shot him. 

Like it was nothing.

 He smiled and he had lust in his eyes looking at a five year old kid." I felt myself tremble and shake. Hoseok slowly sat up and engulfed me in his arm.

"You're so strong Cub. You're the strongest person I know. You did well holding all of that back. Remember that no matter what we love you." I shook my head in denial "Yui." It was the first time Hoseok called my name and I met his eyes. When he kissed me, it was...it couldn't be explained by words. 

Too simple for what it meant. 

He scooped me up and put my head on his scent gland. I always knew Hoseok cared about me and was caring on another level. He grabbed Taehyung by the hand and guided us to a room. He sat Taehyung down who was still crying and put me on his lap. Taehyung just engulfed me in his arm in a tight hug. 

Hoseok got out and probably talked with the others while I stayed silent letting Taehyung cry on my shoulder. My tears were going down but I couldn't connect to reality. Hoseok came back and just the sight of food made me want to puke. 

I stood up and went to the bathroom. I got everything out. I locked the bathroom door and stayed beside the toilet.

Hoseok broke the handle as if it was nothing. I widened my eyes at him, but he just stayed very calm. He made me stand and wash my mouth. Taehyung was eating and I couldn't help but find the tiger adorable. Jin was with him and feeding him. He widened his eyes when he saw but I didn't want to look at him. 

I didn't want to look at anyone after my childish outburst. I pushed Hoseok away lightly and headed to my bedroom and closed the door falling right behind it. 

Everyone had demons and I didn't know their past or what they experienced before. They could have had a harder time than I did. I never saw their parents after all. 

But I was only there for three months. I looked at the calendar. It had been exactly three months today. Three months, I arrived in this pack and got my life turned upside down by some crazy serial kidnapper slash killer. I was hunted down, shot, beaten up and insulted. 

I found my older sister who had also been caught by this group. I put my knees against myself. I felt empty emotionally. I felt like my heart was out in the open and I didn't like it. So I did what I do the best. I ran. I called Anais to ask if I could spend the weekend over. 

Her parents always appreciated me and she accepted. I got a bag ready and stepped out of my room.

When I arrived in the kitchen, Namjoon was there and the bell rang. Jungkook was the one to open because I heard him greet Anais with a surprised croaked voice.

"I'm going to spend the weekend over at Anais. I'll stay inside the whole time." I said not looking at Namjoon

"Yui-"

"Forget what I said. Forget it entirely." I smiled to Namjoon and for the first time I saw the pain in his eyes "See you Monday night. Tell everyone to forget it. I never wanted any of you to be aware of anything." Anais appeared in the kitchen