Survived Me: a Shatter Me fan-fiction (Warnette)

Chapter 12 - Schizophrenia

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Trauma
Feeling insane
Panic attacks
Schizophrenia (Major TW)
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⚠️(If you feel uncomfortable with these TW's then maybe skip a few chapters because it's going to be a plot point for a part of the story, it won't be to long but I already have a plan for this book and the schizophrenia plays a big role in some upcoming chapters.)⚠️
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AARON'S POV:
She's just ran out the door. I lose sight of her when she runs out the back door, I can't see her anywhere. Where has she gone, something is seriously wrong, I could sense it. I need to find Kenji, he is probably the closest person to know Juliette as much as I do, I run to the canteen - breakfast is now open so I know I'll find him there.

I run into the canteen and straight to the table we always sit at with the same people. "Kenji!" I say finding it hard to breathe. "Wow, wow man. Slow down, what's going on?" He says, putting a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. "I-I-I, Sh-she" I can't speak! Come on Aaron, say the words! She needs you to speak! "Warner!" Kenji stands up and walks over to me, he puts his hands on both my shoulders, he looks at me and everyone gasps at the fact that I haven't shot him for touching me. "What happened Warner? Is J okay?" I shake my head tears pouring from my eyes. "What happened?" I can sense Kenji go into panic mode. "Warner what happened?" Castle now says with urgency. "She-she, ran. Something was wrong... I couldn't read her emotions very well, I could only feel a weak sense of fear, there was a slight... presence, like someone was telling her what to say, her face looked... oh god... her face, she was so scared. Kenji we have to find her she isn't in her normal state of mind, she's in danger!" I cry out, I could see the panic and sense the panic from everyone at the table. "What if she's hearing voices" James says. "Yes, that would make sense. Trauma can cause hearing voices. It sounds like it could be schizophrenia. " Sonya said. "Warner sit down tell us everything that happened this morning" Castle says. "No! I have to find her!" This man keeps trying to stop me from protecting my girlfriend. "Why do you keep stopping me from helping my girlfriend?" He just shakes his head then Adam says "no, Castle has a point. If we go through what's happened it may give us a clue to what's going on and maybe where she might be." I just nod and sit in my normal seat and I see Juliette's spot next to me, it's empty, it destroys me.

"Okay, start from the beginning." Castle says, pulling out a notepad and pen. For some reason this pisses me off. "This isn't an interview! She just needs us to find her. When we do we can work all this out. This isn't a story for you to write about! This is the love of my life and she's out there scared, cold and hearing voices! She's literally wearing short-shorts and a tank top with no shoes, only fluffy socks, I will not let her freeze. She needs me, she needs me now more than ever and the fact I'm just sitting here and not out there searching for her, that is something that I can't do anymore." I stood up with my clenched fists used for leaning my weight on the table. "Warner, listen, I know what it's like to love her and I can imagine what this must feel like but Castle has a point, she could have gone anywhere, we have no hope looking for her with no idea where she is because she could be anywhere in the world" Adam says. I look at him, my eyes filled with rage.

"You have no idea how I feel! I love her so much, I love her more than you ever did!" I shout. "How the fuck do you know that!" He copies my standing state, and he's shouting as well. "Because I would never kick her out of my house when she was being hunted down by the reestablishment, they wanted to kill her - and you left her to die. Not only that, you told her you'd be happier if she was dead! Do you know how much she cried over that, you made her feel like she was worth nothing." He freezes at what I just said. "How the fuck do you know about that?"  Adam shouts. "Because she was heartbroken! She was in tears, why would you say that to her? What did she do? Huh?" I growl to my, slightly, younger brother. "Because she was cheating on me with you! My brother!" He screams, the whole canteen is watching me and Adam now. "No she wasn't! She only started dating me a day before the battle! She broke up with you before I even got to Omega point, that's when we started to communicate - and I'll tell you something, she hated me when we were at Omega point! So no, she never cheated on you!" I'm sick and tired of him shitting on Juliette. When she's here she tells me to leave it alone, but right now me being a bitch to Adam is the last of my worries! "I'm not talking about this anymore! Let's just work out where she is, I need to know she's okay and I need her safe!" I say sitting down.