Cold and dark inside is how a feel,
Like some cruel and heartless bitch-
When someone calls you a cunt bitch enough,
Do you become one?
Am I every single thing that I have been called?
I am the ugly mistake
That you just can’t seem to get rid of-
Or change.
I have become the monster now,
You were always the monster in my eyes
A person who hurts someone and enjoys it,
Someone who can abuse a person verbally every day
And feel not a thing.
Have I become what you have said I am all along?
I am a cruel heartless bitch,
Cold inside and left out with the trash
Ugly inside and out I am
An outlier, the loser distanced from others
Weird in all the worst ways,
My annoying tendencies leaving me a friendless loser,
Have I become exactly what I have been running from?
The person that no one wants to be friends with
And no one cares about.
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So, this is one of those crappy ranting poems of mine that I have no clue why I even post. Possibly for a personal reccord of how horrible I can write at times. Apologies to my, like 3 readers. I also tried to use less cuss words in this poem, then usual that is since Wattpad has already rated my poems PG-13 from the occasional cussing included within my poems. I love comments, and VOTE, VOTE, VOTE! (Just to make my day, you have no clue how happy I get when someone votes!!!)
