The sorrow filled tears-
Drip down my face
Eyeliner runs,
Along with my heart-
Disappearing slowly,
And I become who I truly am
An ugly despicable person
Thoughts of ending it all,
Fill my mind-
Whispering in my ear,
Taunting me,
Breaking me
My soul fades,
Threatening to leave
My heart feels the struggle-
I feel as if the weight of a building
Is being held up by my heart
Oh- how so much do I wish to curl up
Nightmares whisking me away-
Away from this
Away from everything
That I am running from,
A constant marathon-
My soul is participating in
Someday,
Maybe
My soul
Will just,
Give
Up
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