My future isn’t planned out in stone,
While everyone I know has theirs –
Planned out in at least concrete
My future I cannot predict,
As no one can.
I allow my decisions guide me to my future,
Not my plans
The thought of making such a decision scares me,
How can one be rash when making a decision such as this?
This one decision affects your entire life.
I run from the past,
I run from the future
And I hide from the present
I am a girl that is a complete coward,
Hiding from things I don’t want to feel
Hiding from things I don’t want to hear
Hiding from things I don’t want to remember
Decisions and I do not get along well,
Why can this not be accepted?
My plans are not made,
For planning something to be changed is pointless
Yet, why do I feel like this?
Forever,
Left behind and ignored,
Just because that I wish to run from the future
Run and hide I do.
