Take me away from this,
Away from everything I am hiding from-
The pain lurking inside of me,
Tears that are shed at night
And what your words do to me.
Why can they not leave me alone?
I wish that the noise would stop,
That the yells would become the deadly silence.
I wish that the pain and sadness
Would just leave me alone
When I am trying so hard
To escape their grasp.
Take me away,
Hurt me please
I do not even care anymore,
I just want to leave this place-
Leave the sadness
Behind its door.
I wish that it would all disappear,
Those thoughts of ending it all,
The moments where I curl up and cry,
The loneliness lurking behind the corner,
The pain those words bring,
Anger that burns hot because of them
And most of all
I wish that the confusion would be explained.
Take me far away,
To a place where memories are lost
Where time is endless,
Stretching out into infinity,
Take me to a place where pain can be healed.
Take me anywhere,
Like a drug,
Make me numb,
Make me forget
Because maybe I will learn how to feel again.
