Musings on Life from a Dead Girl

Circles

I'm spinning
Around and around in circles
I try and get better
I stop taking my pills
I look for a better job
I chicken out at the interview
I want to move out
I spending my savings
I want to travel
I can't drive
I'm just spinning
Going around and around
Over and over again
I so fucking tired of it
I want to publish
I don't write
Want to update
Get writer's block
Try to be a good person
Fuck up again
I am just failing over and over again
Everyone is so disappointed in me
I'm disappointed in me