Musings on Life from a Dead Girl

Fat

Here's what they don't tell you about being fat

You are made to fit clothes

Your weight is the elephant in every room even when it shouldn't be

It's the first thing everyone notices

They judge you

You eat too much and move too little no matter what

The constant commentary about your body

You are always ignorant to a physician

The hurt is deep

You're only this way because you're lazy

You aren't supposed to exist

Everyone thinks food is your friend but it's honestly your worst enemy

Your parents start putting you on diets when you're young

Then on pills and injects when you're old enough

Being fat is the cause of all your problems

But never call yourself that

You are pretty but

You would be pretty if

They never carry your size in stores

Employees laugh at you a lot when you ask for a bigger size

You can't eat in public

Not ever

You aren't supposed to love yourself

Hell don't even like yourself

If you have any self-confidence at all you are a vain bitch

Guys aren't interested

You are always the best friend

People love to give you dieting advice

You are supposed to be grateful that they allow themselves to be seen with you

You are supposed to make yourself small

They make comments about how sweaty you get

You get made fun of

A lot

You are never anything else

Just Fat.