Jahnnie Oneshots 3☆

☆"May"☆

Request: zomblegh

(i tried my best, I'm sorry if it isn't that great! xD )

cw: smoking, mental illness, suicidal stuff mentioned, heavy kisses.

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Johnnie is seated near the train tracks. The sunset was high in the sky as he has a cigarette lit between his fingers. He heard the sound of footsteps approaching.

The footsteps got louder as Jake approached Johnnie, a slight smile on his face. "You smoke now?" he asked, taking a seat next to him.

"You don't?" Johnnie laughs softly. He exhaled the cloud of smoke. "Oh, yeah you're trying to quit. I wasn't doing it for the longest time, decided to say fuck it. You know?"

Jake chuckled and shook his head. "I guess you're right." he said, waving his hand to clear the smoke. "So why'd you start smoking again?"

Johnnie didn't reply. "How was the tour?" He asked softly, since Jake recently just got back from touring his music. It was his first tour ever actually.

Jake smiled and leaned back, resting his arms on the train tracks. "It was amazing. I met so many people and got to perform for thousands of people... it was like a dream come true. I really missed you though."

"Yeah..?" Johnnie flicks the ashes. Looking at the train tracks for a moment, before lifting his head to look up at the gorgeous sunset above their heads.

"Yeah..." Jake said, staring up at the sunset as well. "I wish you could have been there. You would have loved it. We should go on a trip together sometime, just the two of us."

"It's not a big deal, to go on tour. you know? But I'm glad you had fun." Johnnie smiled a bit. "Let me guess, you were burnt out and had nothing else to do? So you decided to tour for a few months, thinking that's all you can do to help you?"

Jake chuckled and nodded. "Yeah, pretty much. I was getting bored of just writing songs in my room all day. I needed to get out and do something. Plus, it was a great way to meet new people and share my music with the world."

Johnnie hums, as he brings the cigarette to his lips and takes a drag. He exhaled the smoke. "I missed you, every time I got sad, I just opened up my window and looked outside at the sunset. Because it reminded me of our love."

Jake smiled warmly and leaned closer to Johnnie, resting his head on his shoulder. "I missed you too, more than you know. I'd look at the sunset every night and think about you. It's what kept me going on tour."

Johnnie rests his head onto Jake's. He teared up a bit, "I missed what we had. The past comes and goes, and I can't stop thinking about it."

Jake gently wraps his arms around Johnnie and pulls him into a tight hug. "I know... I know. But we're here now, together. And I promise, I'll never leave you again. I'll always be here to remind you of the good times we had, and the love we shared."

"I want that back," Johnnie whispered as he looked into Jake's eyes. "I want your love again." A tear drops as he puts his cigarette out.

Jake gently wipes away the tear from Johnnie's cheek and cups his face in his hands. "You'll always have my love, no matter what. It never went away. I never stopped loving you, not for a second."

"No? it never left..?" Johnnie sniffled, the sun was going down. "I'm not beautiful.. or good enough for you."

"You are beautiful, and you are more than good enough for me. You're perfect, just the way you are. Your flaws, your imperfections, they make you who you are. And I love you for it. I love every part of you, inside and out." Jake said, gently kissing away the tears on Johnnie's cheeks.