Jahnnie Oneshots 3☆

☆"Don't Jump!"☆

TW: suicid4l thoughts, attempting suicid3, mental illness

pls skip if you're uncomfortable!

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The cold breeze flows through Johnnie's hair as he is standing on the rooftop this evening. His thoughts and depression have been clawing at him, and it has gotten so bad he's been thinking about taking his own life.

Jake noticed that Johnnie wasn't in the house. He started to worry, checking the kitchen and his bedroom before going outside. He looked around and saw Johnnie standing there, staring out into the distance.

Jake's heart sank when he saw Johnnie standing on the ledge. He called out to him, trying to keep his voice steady.

"Johnnie! Please come down from there!"

Johnnie wasn't listening. He just kept his gaze locked onto the distance, before his blue eyes slowly looked down towards Jake.

Jake's heart raced as he saw Johnnie's eyes meet his. He took a step closer, his voice filled with worry.

"Johnnie, listen to me. Please, come down from there. We can talk about whatever is bothering you, but please don't do this."

"There's no point at all, Jake. It's not ever gonna go away." Johnnie replied, his voice numb.

Jake's expression softened as he heard Johnnie's words. He took another step closer, his hands slightly trembling.

"I know it feels like that right now, but there's always a point. You have me, and I'm here for you. We can get through this together, I promise."

Johnnie stared down at Jake. He didn't say anything else. He inches closer to the edge.

Panic rose in Jake's chest as he saw Johnnie inch closer to the edge. He quickly moved forward, trying to close the distance between them."Johnnie, no! Please, stop moving! I can't lose you!"

Johnnie just stared at Jake now. He stopped. Just unnervingly stared at the punk.

Jake took a deep breath, trying to steady his nerves. He went up onto the roof. He slowly approached Johnnie, his hands held out in a calming gesture. Tears filling his eyes.

"Please, come here, Johnnie. Let's talk about this. We can figure things out together, but I need you to come down from there. I need you safe."

Seeing Jake cry was a sight that broke Johnnie's heart. He could see the pain and worry in his eyes, and it made him feel guilty for putting him through this.

"Jake..." he said softly, his voice trembling.

Jake's tears continued to fall as he reached out a hand towards Johnnie.
"Please, don't do this. I can't bear the thought of losing you. I love you so much, and I don't want to imagine a world without you in it."

"Jake..." Johnnie felt tears fill his eyes. He almost slipped but stepped back a few steps.

Jake's heart leapt as he saw Johnnie step back, fearing that he might fall. He took another step forward, his voice shaking.
"Be careful, please! I can't stand the thought of you getting hurt. Just... come closer, and we can talk this out."

The two are standing on the roof. Johnnie was getting closer and closer with his back facing the edge.

Jake kept his eyes locked on Johnnie, watching him carefully as he got closer. He could feel the tension in the air, and he tried to keep his voice calm.

"That's it, come closer. Just a few more steps, and we can sit down and talk. I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere."

Johnnie suddenly stopped. He started to go backwards again. His thoughts suddenly racing in his head.