Jahnnie Oneshots 3☆

☆Panic Attack Pt2☆

Request: SaturnMoon714

[ Johnnie has a panic attack and his bf Jake comforts him!!!! ]

TW: anxiety, panic attacks(obv), graphic details on anxiety symptoms
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Johnnie and Jake have been in a romantic relationship for some time now. There relationship has been going smoothly.

One night however, Johnnie has been showing signs of anxiety. He's been chewing on his lip piercing more frequently, lost in thought, hardly talking, and fidgety.

Jake noticed Johnnie's anxious behavior, and it worried him. He approached him gently, wrapping his arms around him from behind and placing a kiss on his neck. "Hey, are you okay?" He asked softly, concern evident in his voice.

Johnnie was scrolling on his phone, standing in the kitchen being hugged behind by his punk boyfriend. He didn't speak.

Jake hugged him tighter, resting his chin on Johnnie's shoulder. "You've been really quiet lately," he said, rubbing his back gently. "Is something bothering you?"

"No, no, I'm fine." Johnnie replied, dismissing it as he walks away from his lover.

Jake watched as Johnnie walked away, his worry growing. He knew his boyfriend well enough to know that he was lying. He followed him into the living room, sitting down next to him on the couch. "You're not fine," he said, reaching out to take his hand. "Please talk to me."

Johnnie moved his hand back, fidgeting with his rings. He was overthinking their relationship. Because earlier today, Jake was jokingly flirting and hugging with his ex-girlfriend Tara and it made Johnnie spiral into an anxious mindset.

But Jake doesn't know.

Jake noticed Johnnie's body language and the way he was fidgeting with his rings. He could tell that something was definitely bothering him, and it was more than just "nothing".

"Johnnie, please talk to me," he repeated, his voice soft but firm. "I can tell that something is bothering you. I know you're not fine. Just tell me what's going on."

Johnnie felt suddenly really anxious. He thinks Jake was getting mad at him. His breathing began to get shaky as he felt his hands shake.

Jake saw the change in Johnnie's demeanor and immediately became concerned. He could see the anxiety written all over his face and hear his shaky breathing.

He moved closer to him, gently placing a hand on Johnnie's tatted arm. "Hey, hey, it's okay," he said, his voice soothing. "I'm not mad at you, I promise. Just take a deep breath, okay?"

But Johnnie wasn't.. there anymore. He was spiraling into a anxious fit of emotion, his lungs are hyperventilating. He feels as if the walls are closing in and claustrophobic. He was having a panic attack.

Jake quickly realized that Johnnie was having a panic attack. He'd seen him have them before, but this one seemed especially bad. He immediately moved closer to him, gently taking his hands in his own.

"Johnnie, listen to me," he said, his voice calm and steady. "I need you to try and breathe with me, okay? Take a deep breath in through your nose and out through your mouth."

Johnnie is now panicking, saying his thoughts like crazy, since he was so anxious they just came flooding out, "Nononono, you don't love me- me anymore- y-you- are still in love with Tar-Tara, you love her i know it, theres no way, you don't love me anymore.. you hate me."

Jake's heart sank as he listened to Johnnie's panicked words. He felt a pang of guilt and sadness at the thought of Johnnie believing that he didn't love him anymore. He squeezed his hands gently, trying to get his attention.