☆Emo In Love☆

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[ Johnnie is in love with Jake's smile..<33 ]

( you guys need some wholesomenesssssssss )

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Johnnie is in love with Jake, he loves everything about him. The way he laughs, his smile, the way he's so gentle and kind to him, and how he's always there for him.

Jake was heading upstairs, checking in Johnnie as he usually he does. He softly knocked on the emo's bedroom door. "Johnnie?" He calls out.

Johnnie was laying down on his bed, staring at the ceiling when he heard Jake's voice. He sat up and called back. "Come in."

The door opened, and the punk stepped inside of the bedroom. Jake flashed Johnnie a smile.

Johnnie's heart skipped a beat as Jake flashed him a smile. He couldn't help but feel butterflies in his stomach every time he saw him smile. "Hey, Jake." He said, trying to sound casual but failing.

"Hi, you good? Just wanted to check in, you always sleep in so late in the day." Jake responded, sitting on the bed and looking at Johnnie.

Johnnie smiled back, feeling grateful for Jake's concern."Yeah, I'm good. Just tired, you know how it is." He paused for a moment, trying to calm his racing heartbeat. "I was just thinking about stuff."

"Thinking about.. what?" Jake asked, laying upside down on Johnnie's bed now. His head touching the floor.

Johnnie watched as Jake laid down on his bed, his heart still racing. He tried to act nonchalant. "Oh, just random things. Life, you know? And stuff." He said, trying to sound vague.

"C'mon, i ain't stupid." Jake laughs as he sits up. He smiled again, "You can talk to me dude, you don't have to hide anything."

Johnnie sighed, He hesitated for a moment before speaking. "I know, I know. It's just... embarrassing, I guess." He looked down at his hands, avoiding eye contact.

"What's embarrassing?" Jake asked. Looking at Johnnie with curiousity and a bit of concern now. "Are the hate comments getting to you again? Did you do something embarrassing at last weeks party?"

Johnnie's cheeks flushed red at the mention of the party. He knew he had done something embarrassing, but he didn't want to admit it."It's not the hate comments or the party, it's... something else." He paused again, trying to find the right words."It's just... complicated."

At the party, the two were drunk and confessed feelings. But Jake doesn't remember, he was blacked out.

"What's complicated? Cmon, you don't have to be shy or anything. I'm your best friend, I'll always be there for you and listen to you." Jake says, setting a hand onto Johnnie's shoulder.

Johnnie felt a lump in his throat as Jake touched his shoulder. He took a deep breath, trying to gather his thoughts. "I... I did something stupid at the party. And I don't know if I should tell you about it."

"Dude, talk to me. Seriously. You're worrying me now." Jake said, looking closely at Johnnie's face.

Johnnie looked up at Jake, his eyes filled with guilt and anxiety. "Okay, I'll tell you. But promise me you won't freak out or get mad, okay?"

Jake nods, "I promise man, I don't usually freak out often anyway, you know me."

Johnnie takes another deep breath, trying to calm his nerves. He looks away from Jake and starts speaking. "At the party, we were both really drunk. And... I confessed my feelings to you."

Jake widened his eyes. That was.. unexpected. He felt a rush of blush hit his face as be tried to say something but he was choked up on words.

Johnnie saw the look on Jake's face and knew that he was surprised. He continued talking, his voice shaky. "I know, it was stupid. And I don't expect you to feel the same way or anything. I just... I couldn't keep it bottled up any longer."

Jake just looked at Johnnie now, blushing and confused.

Johnnie noticed the blush on Jake's face and felt a glimmer of hope. Maybe he did feel the same way after all."Please say something, Jake. Anything. You're killing me here."

"I-.. uh- .. fuck it," Jake grabbed Johnnie by his shirt and crashed their lips in togetherness.

Johnnie's eyes widened in surprise as Jake suddenly pulled him closer and kissed him. He was shocked at first, but quickly melted into the kiss.

He wrapped his arms around Jake, pulling him closer as well. He couldn't believe this was happening.

Jake slowly pulled back, "..That. I feel that." He muttered underneath his breath as he is looking at Johnnie with love.

Johnnie was panting slightly, his heart racing a million miles an hour. He looked at Jake with a mix of disbelief and joy. "You... you feel the same way?" He asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Jake nods, his heart pounding hard against his ribcage. "Ye-yeah, Johnnie." He stammered out.

Johnnie's heart skipped a beat at Jake's confirmation. He couldn't believe that Jake actually felt the same way about him.

He reached out and cupped Jake's face in his hands, looking deep into his eyes. "I've been in love with you for so long, Jake. I just didn't know how to tell you."

Jake's smile rises onto his face, "Me too Johnnie. I just been so nervous and just a wreck."

Johnnie chuckled softly, feeling a wave of relief wash over him."I know the feeling. I was terrified of ruining our friendship, but I couldn't keep my feelings hidden anymore." He paused for a moment, then added with a smirk. "And you're never a wreck, you're always cool and confident."

"Not all the time with confidence, Johnnie" Jake replied, kissing Johnnie's cheek. "I love you."

Johnnie blushed at the kiss on his cheek, his heart fluttering at Jake's words.

"I love you too, Jake."

The end
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Sorry if it's short!!!!

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