MS. ANTIPATIKA

CHAPTER 52

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Wassup! Wassup! Madlang wattpaders! Pasensiya na ulit sa delay but here I am. Nag-a-apply kasi otor kaya busy, apply for contractor. Ay shala! Sshhh! I heard yan kasi ang in demand na trabaho ngayon. Happy birthday nga pala sa magbi-birthday bgayong September.
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Warning ⚠️ Violence ⚠️

It's Her

We immediately took off Jappy's hand from our nape and get away with each other, that was crazy and for all the fucking time why it had to be that time where Jappy pulled that prank towards us, when Chazzny entered. I really felt like I wronged her, big time. She was also shocked to see us in that moment.

"What's going on here?" Chazzny asked.

"I just closed the door." Jappy answered with a sly smile, like that was her most successful prank she could pull and she's even proud of it.

"JAPPY!" We all reprimanded her.

"Hey! Hey! Hey! Guys I just get it done, the stuff that needed to be done." This crazy bitch. She's the mother, how could she do that?

"Jappy you know I'm her girlfriend yet you're pushing your daughter to her ex. Isn't that disrespectful?" Now Chazzny is retaliating because that was really inappropriate. I can feel her anger. I don't want to steal her from Chazzny or anything even though chipmunk said those hopeful things that makes my heart melt and fall for her words more. Her words wasn't what I expected to hear from her.

"I just-"

"I can't believe you." Chazzny said and stormed out. She just came in and after a seconds she went out again. That's because of Jappy.

"Guys ayusin niyo yung sa inyo at ako na ang bahala kay Chazzny magpaliwanag." She really needed to do that, after all it's her fault anyway. If things become more awkward between us I will really blame Jappy for it and make her fix it.

We were left there in silent while battling the awkward situation that has been going on between us. We don't know who will speak first and I don't know where to look at and the uneasy feelings while standing is killing me. I don't know where to turn or what to do.

"I ah..." I started but honestly I really don't know what to say. I just want to end the deafening silence.

"Bakit mo sinabi yun anti?" She finally speaks.

"Sorry what?"

"Anong pinagsasasabi mong mahal mo pa ako? Anong namimiss mo pa ako?" Oh don't look at me with those eyes.

"It's the truth C and why do you also say that I'm the one to blame that you couldn't get me off from your head?" I have to ask.

"Kasi yun ang totoo kong nararamdaman." She defended.

"Exactly." Gosh mahal pa niya ako. I can't believe it. I thought she really moved on. She frustratedly sat on the stool that I was sitting before.

"Di ko alam pero sinasaksak ko naman sa utak ko na magmove on na pero ikaw pa rin talaga ang laman ng puso ko. Shit." She must be so in love with me. Well I do to. I still do.

"I don't want to hurt Chazzny but if I could be selfish just for a day I wanted to take you away from here." I blurted out.

"Hindi anti, sinabi ko yun dahil yun ang totoo kong nararamdaman hindi para i-entertain ka uli sa buhay ko." What?

"I thought I could get through your heart again." Turns out I'm wrong. She's giving me mix signals again.

"Gusto ko pa ring mag move on mula sayo anti. Yun pa rin ang goal ko. Ayoko ng balikan pa kung anong meron sa atin dahil tapos na yun. Gusto ko lang maging totoo sayo. Lalo na sa nararamdaman ko sayo. Pasensiya na kung nagtutunog na parang may pag-asa pa tayong dalawa dahil sa araw na nakipaghiwalay ako sayo ay buo na talaga ang loob ko anti. Kahit mahirap na tanggalin ka sa utak at sa puso ko ay sinusubukan ko naman araw araw na ma-distract para kahit papano ay makalimutan kita. Hindi pala madali at hanggang ngayon ikaw pa rin kahit pa nagka-girlfriend na ako. Nahihiya na rin ako sa kaniya kaya sa abot ng aking makakaya ay gagawin ko ang lahat para tuluyan ka ng maalis sa utak at puso ko or mainly sa buhay ko. Ayoko ng ma-involve pa sayo, gusto ko lang ng closure ngayon sayo dahil hindi naging maganda yung paghihiwalay natin. Alam kong pareha tayong nasaktan at alam kong mas nasaktan ka dahil di mo inaasahang sa akin pa talaga nanggagaling ang lakas ng loob para bitawan ang iyung kamay. Patawad anti. Di ko hinihingi na mapatawad mo ako pero patawad dahil nasaktan kita pero kailangan natin to. Sana ay naintindihan mo." She also want to end it for good. I was really speechless. I clenched my jaw and sigh heavily before accepting everything.