Undefined Love

Chapter 53: Real...

Ray'vn Oct. 8

"I want to see Chris."

Shawn sat there and continued to eat. "Shawn." "Yes?"

"Did you hear me?" He looked down at me. "Ray'vn I don't know if we can do that." I put my fork down. "Why?" "It's too risky."

I stopped talking and finished my food.

I didn't feel like watching TV anymore so I went in the room and laid down. "Ray'vn." I ignored him.

He pulled up the swivel chair in front of me by the bed. I covered my head with the blanket. He stood up and snagged the covers from over me with one pull. I stood up on the bed. "What do you want?! Leave me alone!"

"I'm trying to talk to you."

"Well I don't want to talk anymore. I asked you a question and you gave me your answer so goodbye."

I stepped off the bed and bent over to get the covers. Shawn grabbed my arm so I'd stand straight and pushed me into the dresser. I stood still holding the covers in my hand.

He stood there, realizing what he just did and ultimately regretted it; you could tell by the look on his face.

He closed his eyes and walked out.

I didn't know what to think, but I knew Shawn is really trying to remain sane.

I'm not making it any easier.

Ray

"Hahaha," I laughed loudly after beating Rico and Kay in a race for the fifth time as we played GTA online. "I'm gonna go get a snack," Kay said annoyed as she went downstairs. Rico threw the headphones off and laid back in his bean bag chair.

"Aww. Cheer up bruh. I told you guys to give up." "Yeah whatever," Rico said throwing a pillow at me.

I sunk myself further into my bean bag to get comfortable.

"You talked to Ray'vn yet?"

Ray'vn...

Since having to rush out of the restaurant the other night, I was able to push her out of my mind for awhile.

"No."

"So you telling me, we've been here two days now and you didn't call her or anything?"

"Get off my back Rico. She's fine; I know she is." I started to lose myself in my thoughts now that she was brought back to my memory.

"Hey boys. Rico, your Dad and I made lunch for everyone. Come down and eat."

"Mom, I'm not hungry." "Ray, you've eaten hardly anything since we reached here. The both of us took the time to make something for us all so we can have it together and you're gonna eat it. You have ten minutes to get downstairs."

"Okay."

"Good. Rico, your Dad needs you."

He got up and left with my Mom.

I threw the controller to the floor and put my head in my hands. I was fine not thinking about Ray'vn for the past few days. Now, my mind can't relax.

Damn it Rico.

There was a knock at the door. I looked to my left and saw Devon standing there. I ignored him and leaned back in the bean bag then closed my eyes. "As young as you boys are, y'all really have a bad attitude." I opened my eyes. "What do you want?" He shook his head and took a seat in Rico's chair. "I wanted to talk to you." "About what?"