Undefined Love

Chapter 8: Torn To The Limit.

Ray'vn

I have no idea how to describe the way I felt watching Ray & Chris go at each other like animals. For the first time ever, I can't believe I'm saying this, but I was glad that Devon had came home.

He had pushed the two of them apart. He looked at them both, one eyebrow raised and his nostrils flaring. "I'm gonna ask this and I'm gonna ask this once... what is going on?" They both started talking at the same time. "Alright! You son need to walk through that door and go home... NOW." "I'm not going anywhere." Devon turns to Ray. "Excuse me?" "You heard what I said. I'm not leaving." I saw Devon's hands gripping into fists.

"Devon, it's okay." I stepped in. "Ray please, just go?" He looked at me with a cold hurtful look in his eyes and walked out slamming the door. Devon looked at me then at Chris.

"What did your father tell you before you came here?" Chris didn't say anything. Devon stepped in front of him and Chris backed up. "I asked you question boy!" "To get my act together."

"Well I'ma tell you this right now, as long as you're staying here, you're gonna respect this house and you're not pulling nothing like this again or else..." He fakes after Chris and he flinched then fell back on the floor.

"I'ma have to fix it for you. Go upstairs and stay there until I say you can come down." He walks pass Devon, looks at me then goes upstairs. When my room door closes, Devon's focus was now on me.

"You all right?" "Yeah, I'm fine." I sniffle, wiping my face. "Look at me," he says holding my chin up. "Don't let these little boys get to your head okay?" "Mhm." He kisses my lips gently and holds my hips while pulling me closer to him.

At this point, there was no point in denying him. After what I had just seen, I needed the affection.

He laid me back on the couch and got on top of me. I didn't care about what was going on right now and started to get into the moment.

I knew that I was sinking into his affection, drowning in his distasteful actions because my eyes started to closing, the kiss was intensifying, and I started moaning softly.

"Mmm Chris," I moaned slightly. Devon stops kissing my neck and looks at me.

My heart started beating faster. "Chris? Nothing is going on with you two, right?" "No," I said a bit too suddenly.

"You two not doing anything in this house are you?" "No." When I said that you could hear it in my voice that I was scared.

"Alright." He stood up and started fixing things around. "I'm having some friends over tonight and I need you to stay in your room until they leave. You hear me?"

I nod and make my way up the stairs. "Hey," he says calling me back. I turn to him. "Yeah?" "I love you." "Love you too."

I walk in my room and find Chris sleeping. So, I change then lay next to him and do the same.

I wake up feeling Chris' hand on my stomach and him breathing in my ear.

It felt good and sent a tingling sensation through my body. I didn't want him to stop, but he will start taking it as a habit.

When his hand reached my thigh, I couldn't take it anymore. I moved it away and sat up. "You just don't know when to stop do you?"

"Baby come on, you were feeling it though. I saw you biting your lip." "Yeah, but that doesn't mean anything."

I walk into my bathroom. Shit, even I know it meant something. I do what I had to do and walked out.

He grabbed me by my waist, backing me into the wall. He stares down at me with his eyes narrowed and licked his lips.

I hate it when he does that!

It's always the small seductive things he does that turns me on, and Chris knows that.

"Chris stop!" "What," he says laughing. "You know what you're doing." "Alright, I'll stop. Can you get me a sandwich?" "Do I look like your maid?"

"No, but you are my girl. Baby please? Devon doesn't want me down downstairs and I'm hungry." "Fine."

I quietly walk downstairs and slide past Devon and his friends. I tried making the sandwiches as fast as I could.

"Didn't I say to stay upstairs?" I turn and see him coming towards me.

"Yeah, but Chris was too scared to come down because he thought you would hit him, so he made me do it." I hold my arms out touching his chest so he couldn't come closer.

He lifts me onto the counter. Just as always, he rubs on my thighs and squeezes my butt.

"You're so cute when your scared," he says smiling. I couldn't look at him. At that time, his hand was on my stomach making its way down into my shorts.

"Devon no! Your friends are in the living room." "Trust me, they won't mind. Don't worry about them."

For the next ten minutes I made him have what he wanted. He covered my mouth to stop me from moaning. When he started thrusting harder, I squealed and cried like crazy.

His fun came to an end when he heard his friend call. "Devon come back and watch the game. Leave the poor girl alone. We think she had enough!" They laughed.

He stopped and I soon went back to making the sandwiches. As I walked up the stairs he pulled me back. "You still love me, right?" "Yes," I said forcing myself to choke up tears.

I came back in my room and dropped the plate on the bed. "What took you so long and why are you crying?" "Nothing. Take the fucking sandwich and eat it."

He stands by the bed looking at me funny. "You better watch who you're talking to." He turns around and I throw a teddy bear at him.

"What are you gonna do about it?! Huh Chris?!" There we go again, fighting. I'm yelling, he's yelling. I'm throwing punches, he's grabbing my arms and dodging my hits. Luckily, Devon has the TV on blast.

Then I hear things hitting my window. I look out and see Ray at his window saying he wants to talk.

I wanted to avoid continuing the argument with Chris so I left.

I stood at Ray's dresser as he leaned on his door. He sighs heavily. "Why do you keep letting him do this to you Ray'vn?" I look down shaking my head. "Ray, you wouldn't understand," I responded suddenly finding myself fighting back tears and asking myself the same thing. "I do understand that's why I'm trying to help you!" "If you did understand then you'd know why you can't help me!" "Then fucking tell me! Ray'vn this shit is driving me crazy! Stop being such a stubborn bitch!"

My body and emotions went blank.

Ray never talked to me or even cursed at me before. "You know what? Fuck you Ray." I left. He tried getting me to come back and I shut him down.

The second I came in, Chris' hands and lips were all over me. "Chris now's not the time." He keeps going with no plan of stopping.

CLAP! My right hand to his face. No! What'd I do?!

He threw me down on the bed then... BOP! I got what I gave right back.

"I told you to stop hitting me like I'm some fucking toy! You're gonna give me what I want!"

There it goes. Another night of tears and unwanted pain.