Undefined Love

Can't You See?

Okay my wonderful readers, this is an important message that I need you guys to read AND DEFINITELY COMMENT ON in full details. Honestly, just give me your opinions. That's all I ask.

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Alright, how does some of you not really notice what happened in the past few chapters, especially 33?

In Chapter 31,

as you guys read, Ray'vn had a real heart to heart conversation with Jeremy.  That was done through her comfort and trust from him. She didn't mention Chris abusing her because she can see that they are like brothers and she doesn't want to mess up their relationship. You guys see that Jere is obviously there for Chris when he needs him. She also told Chris that she didn't tell him about Devon abusing her because she knows he has anger problems. She was helping him, not hurting him. She didn't want him to get messed up by his father or somehow get killed. Some of you ladies know how things in the streets work in some places when it comes down to this stuff.

You have to understand that if you want your revenge in these situations, it's not easy to do it on your own or put a hit on someone. These streets are tough.

In that chapter, Chris realized he had to let her to be with Ray. His lifestyle isn't suitable for her to be apart of. He doesn't want her to get hurt no more than she has already, and Ray'vn wants the same for him.

Ray'vn can't choose between the both of them because BOTH, RAY & CHRIS, have been there for her. You guys have seen Chris rape and abuse her in many chapters but you also see that he's trying to change and make himself a better person. Ray has always been there. He puts himself out there to help her with whatever it is.

But put yourself in Ray'vn's shoes and answer this question in your comment, how easy would you be able to decide which guy you love the most? They both have always been there. One is trying to change to make you realize that the real him never left despite what he did to you. Unlike the other whose been battling to keep his place as a friend but also prove that he can love you like the other?

Last thing, after talking to Chris AND Jeremy, coming out and telling them everything, they leave her to go handle work on the STREETS knowing she's still hurting. Her pain from choosing between Chris and Ray, fighting with her mother, her birth father not being around anymore, and being raped and abused sooooo many times never left!

That's why she was mad and told them to leave!

They knew she was broken up and still hurt, but by leaving that proved that they didn't care at the time enough to stay with her for comfort.

How would you feel going through something like that and having the two people you felt were there for you at the time leave you ALONE to deal with your heartache by yourself? 

Answer those questions for me.

In Chapter 32,

some of you guys say Ray'vn should have stayed in the closet and either text or call Chris and Jeremy to come help her.

I highly agree. I'm not gonna sit here and say ya'll this or ya'll that for saying it. But that's just not how things worked out.

Let me give you guys some piece of knowledge that I didn't tell you in the chapter, during the time that Ray'vn was home at Jeremy's house by herself, Chris & Jeremy were on the other side of town. If Ray'vn had texted or called them for help, how long would it be before they get there to help her?

In my mind, Devon and Shawn had their way with Ray'vn for at the most, two hours. Not only that, but by the time they were "satisfied" it was 2am.

Chris & J didn't get there until about thirty minutes later to find Ray'vn on the kitchen floor passed out with blood around her.

Finally in Chapter 33,

it's titled Guilty obviously because Chris feels like him and Jeremy shouldn't have left Ray'vn because then she wouldn't have gotten raped.

Ray'vn got mad and yelled at Chris the way she did for that very same reason.

But what I was surprised is that no one noticed or commented on DEVON!

Did you guys not see that he played Ray'vn's Mom for a fool!

Let me enlighten you:

1. He comes in at 4am and lies to her saying that he TALKED TO RAY'VN.

2. He says everything is fine.

3. He says that he didn't YELL OR PUT HIS HAND ON HER... AT ALL!

4. He kisses her to manipulate her mind so she would stop asking him questions so that he wouldn't have to tell her about his family or his business in the streets.

What really surprised me is...

5. A FEW HOURS EARLIER, DEVON AND SHAWN RAPED RAY'VN AT THE SAME TIME AND PUT HER IN THE HOSPITAL THEN DEVON HAS THE NERVE TO GO BACK TO THE HOUSE AND "MAKE LOVE" TO HER MOTHER.

HOW COULD ANY MAN BE PROUD OF RAPING HIS WIFE'S DAUGTHER AND HAVE SEX WITH HIS WIFE HOURS LATER?!

You guys tell me how you feel about that.

Now that I've told you guys about what been happening throughout the past couple chapters, tell me what you think.

Answer the questions I asked in this message. 

This message was to inform you guys of some things and respond to a few comments I read to the chapters.

More chapters coming soon. :*

I will also be replying to your comments so keep them coming! :)