Undefined Love

Chapter 15: Lost With No Direction♥

Chapter 15: Lost With No Direction♥

*Ray'vn's P.O.V*    ( Monday, August 13 .. 12 : 45 ) 

I didn't get in the hotel until around 12:3O. Going with Rico and Uncle Zane was the best choice I think I've made in a while. It really helped me clear my head. Not only that I felt... wanted.

I was loved and cared for by someone; something I haven't seen in a long time. I missed the days of spending time with Rico because he's always been like an older brother to me.

The stupid things we do when we're together is hilarious. Like today while we were at his cousins' house, I was hyper off of eating too much ice cream and brownies meanwhile he was estatic from all the damn candy and slushies he had. 

We were all outside messing around on the trampoline so I decided that it would be fun to balance on a basketball. At first things were good then Rico scared me and I fell and bust my ass that had all of them dying. 

I was mad so I ran to the side walk and started yelling at random cars that drove by saying retarded crap. Rico joined in. People looked at us like we were stupid. After we got bored, he blasted music from the car so we began twerking on the side walk. :D 

Unlike me and Uncle Zane... I rather not go into that. Let's just say it was like having a part of my Dad back. <3 

I opened the door to the hotel room. The lights were dim and no one was here. I figured Devon must have went out somewhere out or been at the hotel bar. I slipped off my sweater, dropping it on the bed.

I also took off my shoes then kicked them off to the side. My feet hurt like crazy. As I was about to take off my shirt I heard footsteps behind me. I turned seeing Devon slowly walking towards me, his hands clenching, and eyes beaming with anger.

"Devon you scared me. I-I-I thought you were out..." He stood firmly in front of me. The veins in his arm and neck popped! My body suddenly started shaking. "W-why are you looking me like that...?" He breathed heavily as he spoke.

"You think that little show you put on earlier was funny don't you!? Making your entourage do your dirty work for you, that was real nice. Let's not forget you putting my-- OUR business out there. I keep telling you..."

He faked as if he was going to hit me. I dropped back on the bed sitting up with Devon hovering over me. "Keep your mouth shut!!!" "Devon I'm sorry! I didn't mean for anything to happen the way it did today."

"We don't have any business together. What happened between us...happened. It was a mistake. *sniffle* It meant nothing." "Really? That's how you feel Ray'vn? It's not like that when we're in here alone, I'm putting in work, we're both feeling it...."

"Okay Devon! It does feel good alright!? But even you know that's bullshit. You force me and beat me into getting what you want. It hurts and it's like you don't seem to care because you only think about yourself!" He lightly slapped me in my face but I still felt it because his hands are heavy.

"Don't raise your voice at me." "I told you to stop putting your hands on me!" "What are you gonna do about it?" He waited for me to do something expecting me to fight back. "I'm gonna leave." I grab my sweater and tried getting up but failed. 

He pushed me back extremely hard and it was done. Devon had turned into a beast unleashing all the anger he had built up on me. The impact and power that came from his hands were outrageous!!