"Uy."
"Mm?"
"Antahimik mo. Sabi mo... Sabi mo maguusap tayo."
"Onga."
"Oh."
"Uh..."
"..."
"M, galit ka ba sakin?"
"Hindi."
"P-pero..."
"Hindi ako galit, RJ."
"Ano?"
"Wala."
"Wala?"
"Oo wala."
"Meng.."
"What? Huh? Tell me? What do you want me to feel?"
"Wala.."
"Wala pala eh."
"Atleast say something."
"Something? Okay here's something. I picked you up nung walang wala ka. Ni walang gustong mapalapit sayo cos that's how toxic you are! Even your sister was afraid of you! Nagpakain ka masyado sa sakit! Pero was that an issue to me? Hindi! Tinulungan kita bumangon, and all I ever wanted was for you to stand up for me. For us. For yourself, jusko yun nalang eh. For yourself nalang! Pero hindi rj. You let yourself sink. And what's wost is that you want us to sink with you as well!"
"..."
"I may not understand how painful it is to lose someone pero tangina naman Rj, walang mangyayari kung kakapit ka lang sa sakit! Walang mangyayari kung magpapakain ka lang sa nakaraan!"
"..."
"Ng namatay si tito, I must be both a relief and a lost as well for you. Sarap sa feeling na wala ka ng reminder everyday sa mga inaakala mong pagkakamali. Pero mahirap rin kasi siya na nga lang ang meron ka, nawala pa."
"..."
"Nawala siya and it's been what? 2 months? 2 months na walang text? Walang tawag? Walang... Walang ikaw?! Tangina malay ba namin nj riz kung patay ka na sa isang kanto jan o ano!"
"..."
"Kung wala ka ng pake sa buhay mo RJ, pwes kami meron! Kami may paki kami at please kahit 5% lang pahingi naman kami ng papel sa buhay mo oh!"
"..."
"Maawa ka sa kapatid mo, RJ. She needs you."
"..."
"..."
"Im- im so-"
"Don't even. Hindi ko kailangan ng sorry mo."
"What do you need then?"
"Space."
"Eto. Ayan. Ayan space."
"Don't be ridiculous Richard."
"M naman..."
"Wag ka ring selfish."
"M please..."
"Mahal kita Rj.. Mahal na mahal kita. Kaya nga andito ko oh? Andito parin ako. Tangina! Andito. Padin. Ako."
"..."
"After everything you've put me through don't you think I deserve atleast a tiny bit of favor from you?"
