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Virginie's Point Of View

September 15th

I hated going to bed last night furious at Matt. So little of our time is spent together, we are always apart. So, for our time alone to be spent angry at everything is really deceiving. Even more so because we got angry at each other. I really don't want to fight with him.

I wake up to the sound of my alarm buzzing and I really don't want to move. I want to lay here with Matt and apologise about what happened last night. I know I wasn't wrong, but the circumstances being so stressful and us being so on the edge with Harry didn't help.

I get my feet out of bed and literally drag my body out of the room. I get ready to go to work, take a shower and get back to the room to get dressed. I try to be as quiet as I can to not wake Matt. Usually, he comes back really late from work and I must be careful not to wake him up. Today, I'm surprised to see him waking up as I step in.

"Hey Sunshine." I tell him as I get to our wardrobe, picking myself clothes.

"Morning Sweetheart." He murmurs as he straightens himself up against the head of the bed.

I turn my head to smile at him as I get into my pants. I pick a nice blouse and put it quickly on. I take my black high heels at the bottom of the wardrobe and walk my way to the bed. I sit next to Matt and take this quick opportunity to talk to him.

"I'm glad you are awake. I was sad to leave you without apologising for yesterday. I didn't want argue with you." I whisper and gently stroke the hair out of his face.

"Don't... It's OK. Come closer." He whispers still sleepy, but I snuggle against him and feel still all the warmth of the bed on his bare torso as his arms circle my body. "Happy birthday."

"It was yesterday... It's over now."

"I know... But everyday is special with you in my life." He whispers to my ear softly.

He is so sweet and it makes me love him even more. He makes me feel so precious and loved and it's more than anything I could ask for. He makes me feel confident about myself and in us.

"I love you so much, Matt. I miss you." I hold him tighter to me as I hear his slight giggle next to my ear and feel the vibration against my chest.

"I love you too, Love, but I'm right here."

"You are here now, but not always. I wake up and you sleep. I arrive from work and you are at work. The only time we see each other is when I ask you to wake me and we can only have sex in the middle of the night when you get home, when everybody is sleeping. I miss you." I tell him in all honesty, because it has been weighting on my heart for a while and it makes me really sad. "Our days off are never on the same days. It feels like we were seeing each other more when there was an ocean between us."

"It's only for a little while, my love. The show ends in November and then I'm free for the whole winter until February. I will be all yours and it will be only the both of us. I can try my best to make it less miserable in meantime. Would you like me to drive you to work today? It gives us the hour you would usually spend on the tube free to do something else." He proposes and I feel his smile against my cheek.

I get so happy about his proposition that I completely rush myself on him. My lips passionately find his and I intend to take advantage of each second we have to ourselves until we leave for work.

This morning couldn't get any better. I got to have sex with Matt again as my body was longing for him since yesterday and a long while before that. He walked around the house in his boxer and I stared shamelessly. He made my lunch for me as I was eating my breakfast.