Infinity | Sequel to Right Now |

Let Me Love The Pain You Are Going Through

Songs for this chapter:
- Back From The Edge by James Arthur
- Remember Who I Was by James Arthur
- Let Me Love The Lonely by James Arthur

Virginie's Point of View

February 5th

"Harry..." I let out as I walk behind him through the flat. "Harry!"

My hard tone surprises us both and he freezes in front of me. He doesn't turn around to look at me, but I fasten my pace to get to him before he decides to walk away from me again. It was hard to have him being so silent all the way back from the hospital, but I can't take it anymore. Now that we are alone, that Kirsten isn't there and Anne went to sleep, he has no front to put for no one. Certainly not me.

I get in front of him and reach out to cup his cheeks to dive his eyes into mine. It's the darkest shade of green they have ever been, when it's not driven by lust. His jaw is tightly clenched hinting me how deep his anger is. I got a hint when we were in the hospital. We were back in the room with KiWi when the nurse arrived with the news. He is scientifically proven to NOT be the father of that child. It was a shock. And I honestly got surprised how sad it made me and still makes me. I don't have a clue what went on in Harry's head. He asked to talk to her alone and we left when they were done. I have no idea what they talked about. But since then, he hasn't spoken a word. He put on this frigid stern face like he had when I met him at the airport a few days ago. He was so out of his mind that I had to drive us back to the flat.

That's where it leads us. I don't have any idea of what he might be thinking about or how he takes this news. I can't seem to read him at all. It's not like he gives me a chance to either... He looks at me coldly. I don't know what to do when he is all in his head like that. I don't want to fight with him, so I feel it isn't the moment to make him talk about it. I don't even know if he truly knows himself how he feels. He doesn't get annoyed at me for making him stop walking or for yelling his name. He doesn't say a word at all. He just looks at me, making me feel helpless. He is standing so close to me, but I feel him so far away. So I try to get us to unite the only way I can think how to change his mind and get him vulnerable enough to open up.

I kiss him gently, stepping on the tip of my toes, and get back down to take his hand and lead him in our room. The second the door is closed behind us I decide that I will do whatever it takes to change his mind, just the way I did with his grief. I want to numb his pain and I know I can do that by making love to him.

I sit him on the bed and get between his legs seductively. I push them wide as I lean towards him for a kiss, but I don't meet his passion as I want to tease him. He gets frustrated as my lips leave his, but I straighten myself to take off my shirt slowly. His hands get immediately behind my thighs to get me closer between his. He looks up at me as I hook my shirt around his neck to pull him closer to my skin. He doesn't wait a second to kiss every inch reachable on my tummy. Shivers run through my body as I literally feel all the hair lifting on my arms. His mouth is so warm against my skin it excites me. I start rocking my hips forward, making my upper body to wave sensually.

I turn around, letting him again hungry for more, and sway my hips from left to right in an erotic dance as I take off my bra. Harry's hands immediately slide on my skin to cup each of my breasts. I bend my knees slightly to almost sit on him and caress my bum on his crotch.

I get satisfied at the moans I hear. He pinches slightly my nipples as my hands caress his thighs. As I plan to turn around and blow his mind, his arm holds me tight against him, ruining any chance to move and my plan to please him properly. His other hand leaves my breast to slowly slide on my skin and down to the hem of my jean. He quickly unbuttons it and slide his palm against my core. I am fully sitting on him as his hand caresses my sex. I feel his lips kissing the bare skin of my back to the back of my neck. I get my hair out of the way and lean my head to the side to let him kiss his way up to my neck, which he does and it's my time to moan as his hand works me so goooood.