Infinity | Sequel to Right Now |

Naked

Songs for the chapter:
- Never Let Go by Bobby Bazini
- Wrong Side of Love by Augustana
- Slow Hands by Niall Horan
- Still Falling For You by Ellie Goulding

Virginie's Point of view

January 6th

I could have talked to that woman for hours.  She had a such a serene and peaceful voice.  I laid all the drama and the issues to her as she made me open up pretty quickly.  I got there with an open mind and a willingness to get better and deal with my demons once and for all. And with all the struggle to be in public, knowing they know my deepest secrets, is even harder on myself than it was before. My secret was told against my will to the world thanks the The Sun and their fucking disrespect.

I was so angry last night when Harry told me about it.  What disgusts me the most is that, from now, I am deprived of making my own impression.  I will always be thought of as Harry Styles' victim girlfriend.  I finally had worked on myself to build my esteem up and just like that it got stolen again. Don't they have any soul at all? Who would do that for the sake of an article, and a crappy one I might say?

The psychologist really helped me see things differently. I feel lighter and very good. I keep my routine of going to the gym in the morning and eating healthier. I booked another appointment for next week and it calms my mind to know I can empty my worries on someone. I do it already with Harry, but he has taken so much yet of my burden, I want to make him smile more than to make him worry.

So, I feel OK waiting for him alone at the airport. Nothing bad can happen to me and if it does, there are plenty of witnesses and security, so I have my mind clearer. I am so excited to see Harry again. I have missed him terribly. I never can get enough of him. And it seems like every time we are together and things are good, something happens to ruin it and he has to leave. This time, I won't let him slip away. Ever. He is my everything and it is about time I show him what he deserves.

He is running late and I decide really spontaneously to walk back from where I entered to go back to the car, because I forgot the flowers I brought him. I can't believe I managed to lose the car through the hundreds of others. In fact, I am so clumsy, I really shouldn't be surprised at all. I used to always lose my cars in parkings back home. But a grocery store in my country side of Canada is not nearly as big as Heathrow. I run through the parking looking for the shining lights of his new Audi as I press continuously the unlock and lock buttons. I finally hear it and take the flowers quickly from the back seat. I walk faster, nerves getting to me that I might actually miss him. I run back to the arrivals, breathless, looking everywhere for any sign of him, until my phone rings. I pick it up quickly, almost dropping the flowers on the ground.

"Hello?" I answer with the loudest of pants.

"Do you know how fucking adorable you look?" A silky giggle comes to my ear, shivers lifting the hair on my arms.

"What?" I let out as I turn around and notice him from afar with his two bags on his shoulders, smirking at me, as the security guards escorting him for safety lets him go.

I hang up as he is walking long quick steps towards me. I don't wait a second to look at him any longer. I share his pace to get to him. It seems like I have not seen his gorgeous green eyes in such a long time, I melt completely when his sight gets deeply on me. I step on the tip of my toes and circle his neck. My hand tangles quickly in his incredibly short hair and pull him closer for my lips to meet his desperately. He tastes both sweet and salty, but he definitely is hungry. I share the exact same hunger if I do not feel it more than he ever could.