Sequel of Right Now
Gynie returns to London to be with Matt and she is ready to put all of her efforts into their blossoming relationship. Having high hopes for the future, she thinks she can get her life back like it used to be the last time s...
A lot has happened until today, our final day here. We are taking our plane in seven hours and forty-three minutes. Our luggages are ready and by the door. It would be an understatement to say that I haven't had the best time, these last few days, with Harry and my family. It would also be an understatement to say that I am shitting in my pants to the idea to go back to England. I am terrified. I dread the moment that I will have to tell Matt the truth and lose both of my best fiends at the same time. It makes me horribly sad. Also, it feels like I go back to the lion's den, but I can't live in fear anymore, Harry helped me get through that. I need to be strong. I won't be alone.
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The day after my uncles came to the house for our Holiday baking, Mark and Bie had to go back to Quebec for his last exams on Tuesday and Wednesday. Harry and I tagged along and I got to explore the capital with him. We walked, we talked, we kissed, we danced to a saxophone player on the boardwalk next to the Frontenac Castle. It's one of the most romantic cities I have ever been to. Apart from sleeping on their futon, it was a very nice holiday.
We came back home yesterday, we spent a very nice day with my parents, burning candles, listening to some music, playing Scrabbles. It was calm and simply perfect to conclude our journey in Canada. As soon as it was dark, we all headed out to take a walk and look at the snow falling. The sky was partially clouded, but it didn't keep us from seeing stars shining over our heads. That is something I will miss, the simplicity and the calm.
Mom and Dad are in the basement, looking for their suitcases. It took a long time for Harry to really convince them to join us for Christmas. They don't want to impose themselves and I get their point, but I also know that Harry is a generous soul that is also very determined when he wants something. So, my parents are coming over for Christmas. My sister would have loved to join, but she is going to Mark's family's Christmas party and she will join the rest of our family at my grandma's.
So, with my parents in the basement, Bie and Mark at his family's house and Harry that just left me to go take a shower, I head back to bed, getting in the feeling of comfort and peace my room brings me. I snuggle against the teddy bear Liam gave me and look at the ceiling, going back on the plan I made up in my mind for when I get to London.
I plan to head to Harry's house with him and go to Matt's house a little after, hoping no one will be home, so I can start packing my stuff. Once I will be done, I will take my phone, that I charged all night for the first time since two weeks, finally having a mobile connection, and I will call Matt to tell him I'm back and that we need to talk. We will talk and I am sure it will get messy. I really don't want to hurt him, but my heart is just not in the same place now. I will, then, head back to Harry and get the house ready with lots of Christmas decorations and we will live happily ever after.
