Breaking Ice

Chapter 29

Steve's POV:

    Today is the day. Today I see the man who raised me, not breathing and laying still.

   I never understood the point of open casket ceremonies. Who actually wants to see their family member or friend dead right in front of them. They aren't the person you knew and loved. They are just the shell of the person they were. They can't make you laugh, smile or feel loved anymore. It's also creepy, it's a dead body on display like a mannequin in front of everybody that person knew. Creepy.

"Have you decided on what you are going to say" Luke said rubbing my back

"I'm just gonna wing it honestly" I nervously laughed

"You'll be fine baby" Luke said kissing me

"I'd feel a little better if I had something to calm me down" I said playing with his bow tie

"Babe we have to leave in 15" Luke said

"Please, my dad died" I said with puppy dog eyes

"You can't use your dead dad for sex that's gross"

"It's been too long, I miss you"

"After"

"Please I need a distraction it'll be quick I swear" I said untying his tie

"Fine" he said throwing off his blazer and unbuckling his pants

"You look so fucking good in dress shirts" I said kissing his neck

"Your ass looks so good in those pants" he said, his voice sounding like a soft wind

He laid down on the bed and we did our thing. It felt amazing. We haven't been that great the past few weeks, the accident has put a bit of a tole on our relationship.

"I love you so much" He smiled

"I love you more than you will ever know" I smiled kissing him

There was a knock on the door.

"Aye you guys ready" Amelia asked

"We'll be out in a second" I called out

I grabbed the towel off the floor and cleaned off before handing it to Luke. We got dressed again and soaked ourselves in cologne. Together we walked out, stupid grins plastered on our faces.

"You guys had sex" Amelia whispered in my ear

"Me? Sex? What?" I laughed

"It's your dads funeral" she said grumpily

"I needed something to calm my nerves I have to talk up there. Plus Luke is fucking great at fucking" I laughed

"Babe shut up" Luke said hiding his blushing face in my shoulder

"Who would have guessed that we are two guys in our mid thirties" I laughed

"I hate you guys" Amelia laughed walking out the house

"It feels so nice out here, babe we are moving back" I smiled

"No I love Ohio" He grinned

"Said nobody ever" Amelia laughed