Breaking Ice

Chapter 50

Amelia's POV:

    We finished eating and split ways. Hayden went over to Luke and Steve's and Josh got into the car with me.

"You drove here you know" I told him

"Yeah I know I just wanted to talk to you a little longer" he smiled

"Isaac's pissed." I sighed

"I'm sorry it's all my fault" he sighed

"You've got that right" I laughed

      I can't stay mad at him. Those stupid squinty eyes and bright smile. Everything about him is so perfect and makes me happy.

"Pull over" Josh said once we got to a field "I want to talk to you"

"What" I said as I pulled into the field

"Your wheels are turning ask me anything"

"Did you date anyone while you were gone" I asked

"Uh I went on a few dates but nothing ever serious" He answered

"Did you sleep with any of them" I asked bracing myself

"Once but that was it one time I felt so sick after I couldn't stop thinking about you"

"Did you ever come back" I asked

"Once like 4 years ago I showed up at Hayden's recital I came late and left before it ended, I needed to make sure you were alright"

"You could have come back"

"You wouldn't have wanted me"

"Josh what have I told you since we started dating! I want you I've only ever wanted you" I yelled

"Amelia I was way worse. I got worse before I got better."

"I would have stayed by you. We got married for a reason."

"Amelia I told you this before. Why do we keep getting back this"

"You made us all think you were dead" I said pulling out of the field

"Where are you going?" Josh asked

"I'm bringing you back to your car" I sighed

"Amelia" he said putting his hand on my thigh

"Don't touch me" I spat

Slowly he moved his hand away from and sat awkwardly.

"Your tattoos are really cool" he said

"Shut up"

We finally made it to back to the restaurant. Josh wouldn't get out of the car. He was stubborn.

"Baby girl" he whispered "remember the other night we had such a great time"

"Shut the fuck up Joshua"

"When I had my hands in your hair and you were screaming my name"

"What part of shutting up do you not understand"

"We stayed up talking all night and you laid your head on my chest"